♪Zutto~will be there ♪

Uhu..

Zutto~ will be there to the Rabu~Rabu things..Liking without any reason maybe.

Uhm..I’m seldomly post my fangirlism over my SugarBun desou yo~

I’m even not really updated with the journal of his career, uh..or follow the recent news & album release ne~ I knew it.Yeah. Not even like Kira-chan or Julya-chan or even like Ain-chan..Who’s giggle Gyaa Gyaa over their Idols~

Myehunn can never stick to one Idol really~ Huh..

But, honto desu yo~ I’m will stick to Massu this entire period..I’ll convinced myself. I want to be like Nodame who’s really admiring Chiaki Senpai~

All about I can feel about Massu is he..Uhm..He really a Kind of OTOKOMAE person..^0^

Massu is more than IKEMAN ! Kakoi~

Uh. I wish I can met he even once in my life.

Miso Soup & Kiss Kaerimachi Song is very delicate to my ear..How to say? Uhm..the voice of Massu is so Kakoi..Tegoshi is also good but I love Massu for even more~

Here is some  Trivia about Massu that I’m copy straight from internet ( ^.^)//

♦ Masuda is obsessed with cleanliness. (Me? Not-so obsessed with hygiene )
♦ Massu is very careful with money. (I’m been Careless with Okane..)
♦ Masuda sometimes teaches the other NewS members to dance.
♦ Masuda's favorite color is orange. ( My favorite color recently was PinkGrey )
♦ Masuda likes pigs. ( Uhu..I hate pigs )
♦ Masuda has perfect eye vision.
♦ Masuda loves to eat and can cook. He learned from his sister.(I Barely cook well but love to eat)
♦ Masuda loves girls with pretty eyes. ( I want to have pretty eyes )
♦ Masuda is scared of dogs because he once got bitten when he was younger.
♦ Masuda is very sweet to his friends.
♦ Masuda used to take piano when he was younger but he quit after 2 years.
♦ Masuda has lots of muscle. His arms are like steel. ( Woah!)
♦ Masuda took care of Yuya Tegoshi when they were in Sweden. He sees Tegoshi as his brother.
♦ Masuda sometimes wear nail polish on his fingers.
♦ Masuda is scared of bugs.
♦ Masuda is talented in sports. (I’m pretty weak of sport-sport things)
♦ Masuda was in the soccer club for six years during elementary school, and was in the   basketball club during middle school.
♦ Masuda's favorite food is gyoza. This is something all the NewS members know.
♦ Masuda is very passive in love, the type of person who can't confess himself. If possible he'd like the girl to confess. He's also bad at asking for e-mail or phone numbers. (I’ll confess to you~)
♦ Masuda is skilled at rollerblade BMX.
♦ Masuda dream is to be a "big star". ( Me~want to be the precious Star for him~Huu)
♦ Masuda really respects Takizawa Hideaki (Takki & Tsubasa) and Kimura Takuya (SMAP).

I’ll like Massu the way I am. Hardly support him for his career though. I’m been talking like he was my shujin desou ne~ LOL

Actually, as usual I’m kind of have no sources to posting..Dakara I’m into revealing my kind feeling of crazy words and promising into it~ Kimochi..

Uh..

LOL

Mye’s no Shujin? ( LOL )

~AI~

AishiTerru YO

♪

♪ Again, again and again A new Blog Layout ♪

Ah..

It’s Again, and again A new layout..

Not only Julyachann ne already lost count to how many times I change my blog layout.. I’m also..Fuhh! I’m been searching for the matching color of pink-grey blog templates or some sort of that. Demo..I find nothing like..Uhmm, nothing like I want it to be.. At last with slow connection of Internet, I did mess-up my blog layout before I’m finally decide to choose this templates.

Before I choose and started work on this templates & all, my blog look like a war-field or something like that because I’m tried to keep the widget and the templates uploaded to my blog kind of…       Uh, what to say? Uhm..not suits the widget & make the blog look terrible..Don’t know how to explain either…Gomen.

Ano,

I’m kind of have no resources to post..Hahaha~ Dakara…It’s I’m keep changing the layout..And some more I feel bored each time I’m getting online..

Ah.

Actually the for this few days I only open my blog for Invited Blog Readers only.. The invited readers is only me..Obviously. Its my blog look not comfortable to have anyone to drop by anyway.. Dakara..It’s can’t be visited…

It’s really rise-up my blood pressure the period I’m working on new templates..There is so many obstacles to that. First, the internet was so slow, second : my Laptop charger can not be  connected,  and I can’t watch the Slave Hunter..(currently, I crave to watch this K-Drama & it’s really make me feel annoying that getting my mood gloomy )

The new blog templates is very simple. I also have no idea why I pick-up this templates.

Anyway..

I only write until here..

Ja!

♪ Jitsu wa Boku II♪

Sometimes, my wonder grew as I’m breathing, inhale and exhale more air.

What is the mean beneath the word of SINCERE, HONEST?

It’s me. I even could not to be sincere and honest all the way I am. Not like Julya or Ain-chan who’s bravely throw all their thought, feeling and stories out in their blogs. Uhm. They are very..Uh. I really admire them. Julya-chan wrote all the things crept-out from her minds and Ain-chan seem very putting the effort of expressing her emotion and feelings into her blog. Although, some time I didn’t take note what Ain-chan really and what the posts is really about. 

I never thought that I ever been truly sincere or honest to myself or even to the others.

Julya once confess to me that julya-chann.blogspot.com is a kind of life journal to her. So, that’s why she excitedly  giggle for blogging. I just said then, why don’t she use a Diary instead of a blog. Uh. Her answer was really intriguing me..A Diary will soon discovered and red by other..But a Blog will red by no others.. Oh. Really?

WHO AM I REALLY?

This is the Part II ( Jitsu wa Boku ).

I’m discovered that part of myself is still invisible. Perhaps, I still have no idea who I am really. At the age of over 20th now. Yeah. I am not a teenagers anymore. An early adults. But still, act like a teenagers. Hanging here, there and keep doing nonsense routine. Have no proper planning  towards building a bright future. Its give me a terrible headache sometimes to figure out what I am really in future.

~A PERSON WHO HAVE NO PASSION ~                                                  

It’s I knew that I have no passion towards all the things I do. Its silly me as just at this moment I realize that  throughout all these 3 years spending my time in completing Diploma in Hotel Management I’m actually have no passion for it and just come in my mind to complete the course. At last, the result is I found that to accommodate myself into hotel line is inconsiderably pretty hard. And there is no passion to live up an ambition for myself.

~I’M WITH MY DREAM WORLD ~                                                                                                                                                It’s I’m too busy with my dream world. Without an action a dream is impossible. Frankly, I didn’t have a really close friend from my childhood who you can called as Best Friends. Uh. May be, all this period I am feeling very secure by the fantasy of my mind. By now, I will have to find okane by myself and working by my own.

~AKUMA REALLY OF  MYSELF~                                                                                                                                              I never want to confess that I am an Akuma. But, well its really suits me. More or less. I getting so much bad than I thought now. Its I bad enough as :

I have no idea how many months now not seeing my mother or contact her. For not slapping my younger sister who run away from home and teach her the proper way to be a teenager. For hating my father who’s drunken and have no idea how to stop him. For my new family that the fact I’m feeling not comfortable enough to live with. Even they are really nice people. For my aunt that I’m so silly staying at under her roofs and lazy to give help over the business.

Ima, I’m trying to be honest to myself. To reveal the Real Face of me, so that I’m no longer in that insecure Fantasy World. I honestly don’t want to write so much bad things about myself in my blog.. It’s already make me feel kowai that so much bad attitude belong to me.

I don’t want to feel guilty. But its just into me sometimes. All the thing that happens.

Then..

Hereby is my confession.

There is  only that I want to write right now..An Akuma is what I want to overcome right now. The 3 things what I just wrote is somehow really what I am. I truly sorry for myself that its was me really.

Now..

At this moment..

and

To the future..

I want to be a new Myehunnn…without Akuma.

I will be, definitely! I might not can change the situation of my family. My dad who’s drinks, my sister not well behaved, my mom who’s I never heard now,my new family that is me can’t really make them a real family, and my self who’s swinging the mood all the way. I have no idea how I am in the future. But I want to be better than what I am now.

…

…………

Then…about my result of semester six of Idustrial Training..which is also the last semester of diploma in Hotel Management.. It’s quite okay. I got A- over the last minutes assignment, I didn’t sleep the night before I submit the report and was crazily  preparing for the presentation. I guess, its because my panel is doing so much good to my group and let me slip to pass. Thank You very much to Miss Jaz and Mdm Aishah. Domo Arigato.

…

Ja……Bai!

♪The train, Foods and Disappointments ♪

KIMCHI

KiMcHI..

I’m been craving to eat Kimchi..Well, by the single watch to it..several several days ago, I’m really into it. Uh. Waiting for a week to have a chance for the Kimchi that won my appetite. Go Kimchi! Go Kimchi! Yaa..Kimchi! I’m even didn’t taken any dinner or let other food slip into my stomach before for the precious Kimchi.

Ah.

Actually, before  I’m been into this Kimchi and all. I’m been YM to Julya, text to her about I’m wanting to go somewhere and somewhere which I’m not sure. Uhm, actually I give her some option to deal with. About I’m wanting to visit PC Fair at Mid Valley, Food Republic at Pavillion and to my limited budget I wanted to reach Bukit Tinggi or what I mean is Colmar Tropicale Resort. After all the discussion, with the little okane..Uh, I wish, really wish there would be chance for me to reach Colmar Tropicale Resort. Uh..

I know it’s quite impossible now, to reach the resort..Yeah. I understood.

She then asked me, “Is there something you want  to buy at PC Fair?”

Uhm..there something that I really want now..but for sure this poor Myehunn can’t afford it. Forget it then..

Food Republic ? “What you want to do there ?” I once have red that was so many types of foods there..Huuu, that’s really impress me.

“Umm. OISHI desu yo!” I love to express the statement to myself.

Then, “What I would like to have?”

Yaa..GO KIMCHI. KIMCHI! KIMCHI!

Goggling..and then Julya link me one of the restaurant web address. Its Seoul Garden that making feel me desperate to go for it. Hahaha. The webside itself make me furious. Its very attractive to me as I can have the “enormous” food. ENORMOUS which mean more than a lot I think. Yup. That’s I want! Eat-All-I-Can. Woah! Sugoi. And the Kimchi too.

But it’s located at One Utama, which a bit far from where I stayed now. Take me almost three hour to get there. But I’m already thrilled by my-desperate-temptation by the way. First, to reach there I have to take bus to KTM, ride KTM to KL Central and take U82 to One U.

It’s seem easier to me. But I really hate to wait.But, having me to wait for bus is still acceptable for me.

But KTM is really irritating sometime. After the long wait with the numerous of passengers crowding,trying to place yourself into the crowded KTM and suddenly in half way of journey, you will have to change train because of “maintenance problem”. Hurried under rains weather to the next KTM and still pushing yourself to get a place to stand inside the crowded train and then what more irritating, the train is still not moving. I’m very sorry for complaining all this about KTM. I’m not clear enough about your problem and system. Hope that you will improve your service. I believe your service will get better than this. At least I hope so, because I need it as I’m obviously doesn't have any driving license and just can lean on public transport to move or fly anywhere.  I really appreciate your effort to provide Ladies Coach. Thank you for the effort at least.

Uh.

Then, leave it then. I’m already at One U now. Ah..Where is Julya ? Uh, this poor me only can use public phone to contact her. I’m not sure where I’m now or more precisely at which wing am I now? This is my second visit to One U. I stood at Jusco ground floor or Cold Storage? Uh. Making Julya get a fuss over me as I said that clueless word ( Jusco at Cold Storage ).

Ah. When I was waiting for Julya, in front of the public phone then. I read some word of “DeliFrance”. Uh. Just heard somewhere I think. Ah. Come to think it’s Ain-chan work place at Sg Wang. Oh. Uhm. The tart there is really yummy looking. Minna-san go check this DeliFrance store if you craving for tarts or any pastries item. Yaaa!

Ah. I saw Julya by now. She looking there and here to spot where I am. “Oit! Hey!” Its greeting from me which is not really proper. Haha. She reached me now with the shyly smile. Haha. Then, asking her where is the Seoul Garden was. Uh. With the help of the touch-screen directory, it’s just situated at same wing at LG.

Ikimasu the journey to Seoul Garden for my craving Kimchi. Go Go..Yoah Woaa!

Reach at LG floor now..Where is the restaurant? After a walk and a more walk. Julya point me to something. “Weh, Isn’t this is the Seoul Garden?” I saw some pictures of grilled steak on a wall instead of a restaurant with a door or tables. Heh? Come nearer and I heard some machine sound and obviously its under maintenance and going to open soon.

Really disappointing.. no word to heal my temptation. It’s gone. My stomach already making so many sound. I guess it was Chopin inside. I’m not taking any dinner last night and no breakfast also this morning.  Having some Onigiri and Curry Puff to slow down the Chopin.

I still want Kimchi despite of all the disappointment. Heading to Food Court. After all, it’s still food court which we have always been. For the sake of okane, maybe.

Uh..

Where is Kimchi, that I’m been craving about.

Uhm. Found a stall there sells Korean Foods. But still, wandering inside with Julya looking for best and better price meals to grab. At last, its Kimchi Ramen set which served with tea, Seaweed soup, and Kimchi.

Uh. Come to taste the Kimchi Ramen. How to say…Uh. I thought it was a Malaysian Maggie not a Korean Ramen or some sort of that. The Kimchi doesn’t look very appetizing and not really gives some yummy taste. At last, I not able to describe “Oishi desu!”. What a waste really to spent my little budget on the ramen. Aaaak…

I have no idea what the name of meal Julya took..Its look like a Fried Rice with a fried eggs which she complaint that it was oishi ja nai and would rather ate sushi. Its already come to regret to both of us. Wasting the food….what a sin.

By now it’s already 1.30pm. I’m planing to leave at 4.00pm. Still got time to waste around..Huhu

Then, after wandering floor to floor inside the 1U, stop at Jusco to buy a bag ( to keep cloths ) that look like I’m planning to move-out.

Went to Daisho and grab a transparent-white-polka-dots umbrella. Oh, Julya no okaasan was there working. Oh. Ganbatte ne!

Then grab my Garnier face-wash and trying the 3-minutes massage ( It’s look like Ogawa Machine ). Its quite comfortable to have that machine to give a massage to you.

While we’re at washroom and standing in front of mirror, I am just taller than Julya was. ( Maybe I’m a bit taller than she was ) She seem not really satisfied with the fact and use the Weight & Tall-Teller-Machine ( It’s the name I thought is suitable to the machine. ) Huu..I’m really 2 inch more taller and sadly more weighed than she…Huuu..

It’s time for Diet now..Maybe, a Lollipop is a good companion now..

At 4.00pm I take my bus…bade a good bye to Julya as she heading to the curve from 1U by her own foot. Uh. She is really sugoi…Julya..YaaaAaak!

Reached at KL Central, staring at Genting Highland Bus. Ah. I just want to ride it. Crazy me.

Top-pup my Touch & Go card, do some withdrawal..check my account balance which is really under unsatisfying level now..

Drink some Marigold Chocolates and ride the overload KTM to my home..Then still have to ride bus to Kajang bus station from KTM and change bus to finally set my foot to walk home…

My journey to get a tempted Kimchi finally ended here and I’m no longer have a passion for more Kimchi now perhaps…

Ima..

Its ended here..the boring all-day shopping..and Kimchi…

Ja

Arigato for reading this post which is really disappointing..♪

Domo~

P/s : No Foods Pictures as my mobile was away from me.

 I’m been into this Makkuro Plushies also..even I’m had never found it..Aak

♪Its…boredom to life ♪

Moshi..moshi

Its me after longtime not bloging..

I am feeling very..

Uhh...What to say? Very boring..bored..bored..bored and bored.

That I can’t score the No Boredom Life yet.

Now I’m not fully a NEET person as what Julya-chan was, demo I still feel bored.

Now I’m been selling BANANAS..

Not fried banana I’m been talking about. It’s  Fresh Bananas, and some sort of other fruits. Somehow, I still feel bored although I can do eat-it-all-you-can with Banana.

Its really time for real Job Hunting then.

Hmm…

Maybe after I got job then I’ll posting more..

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Let me introduce THE BANANAS from The Green House Trading  then :

  PISANG EMAS

PISANG NIPAH

PISANG AWAK

PISANG BERANGAN

PISANG NANGKA

PISANG TANDUK

Ah.

I’m..Uhm, kind of don’t know what the name of Bananas for each type in English and was too lazy to google it..Huh, gomenasai.

Malaysia is famous with Pisang Goreng. Uh, actually some of this pisang is for fried and some for eat only. Like the Emas, Rastali ( which I’m not insert the picture ) Berangan is better for eat freshly not fried. For fried its better use Pisang Tanduk, Nangka, Nipah, Awak and so on.

The taste is quite different for each bananas. But I’m sure everybody will vote Pisang Emas to eat.    Its better and yummy.

 Like eat ramen..more. Huu♪

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THE PRICE?

Ah.

Its different for a common customer and a bulk buyer ( more than 10 kg ). A common customer will get a higher price than a bulk buyer.

Huuu…

♪

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Still bored….

Uhmm…

Bored…

Ja..I’m boarding to other place now..

♪

Lalala..Run from boredom♪

♪ Interview ? ♪

On the past Sunday..I went for Shangri La KL.

Ride the KTM all the the way to KL Central then change to monorail to Bukit Nanas..

Hmmm..On the way there there are a lot of things wandering inside me..I keep thinking. Can I survive these?(Can I survive these upcoming things?Which mean, can I find some strength to fully live my life?Sometimes I hate be in the crowds especially inside public transport. Its remind me more to my mom..What that relates?Actually I have no idea why its like that. With so many strangers, will make me feel more and more remind me to her….)

Actually, I was there to give myself clear picture about the hotel and the place that I may work at.

So there, I was..Try to make a very clear picture for considering a place to work.

There I was wandering inside their restaurant..It was Sunday and there is a lot peoples. So I got no problem to slide inside..I only go for Zipangu (Japanese Restaurant)..and their lounge. Its quite high turnover there..

Finally, step out from the hotel I had a decision with me.

I may not suitable to work there. So I didn’t go for the interview.

There may several reason for this decision.

Its not important really what the reason is.

Then, ano Julyachan I may not also work at PGH  for “happiness”. There’s  also somewhere else that I can be and fully live my life isn’t?

Julya-chan ne, ganbatte for your interview session. Wish you best of luck. Huu♪

Its time for everyone to keep moving forward isn’t ?

Kira-chan, Ain-chan ganbatte kudasai! ♪

After that, with very little budget of okane I stop by at Times Square, busying myself with books at Borders.Stop by at Sushi King with delectable Oyakodon Set then continue my journey to Mid Valley.   I saw some of my dream there.

Its Yamaha Silent Fair. There was Piano Ensemble by Student of Yamaha Academy of Art and Music. They play the instrument so well, that make me a bit jealous of it. ♪I wish I can play piano..

I have never been at The Garden. So there I am, slowly walk into The Garden. Woah, its full with branded company there. I think, I could never stop by and buy some cloths there. There’s also  many vacancy there. As I wish. But have no idea, will I work there? Huu♪

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Lalala..

Ja ♪

♫ 03278623** Ring calls ♫

As what I’m already posts about the Job Fair & all the jobs application... I have to expect the calls will come through my mobile this week. Haha ♫ Although I’m not ready yet for the interview session.    I do expect which company will call me first  for interview session.. Let see whether my expectation come true…

Waah (waah.com?)

♫

Hammering heart.. ♫ non-stop.. (Am I nervous?)

More than within the third ring then I just pick-up the calls..

Good Afternoon, Is this Miss L….. .  I’m calls from S….. (Aaak?) My expectation was really wrong.

The company I expect that will call me is P… Then Miss Lia from S put me on this Friday to come for the interview session.

Ah ♫

For me its quite early ne. I’m just not ready ♫ I’m trying to negotiate with her. (Is this Saturday possible?) Huh. (No, this Saturday is not possible because our manager is off. Okay, in that case can we do our appointment on Monday,24th at 10.00am?) Kyaaa? Kowai ne. (Please bring along your passport size picture & certificate ) Ano..I’m not graduate yet. What kind of certificate may approve me?I’m not active as I should be during the campus life..Just know how to eat & sleep.

Uh ♫

Big problem ne. (Is it big enough?)

Ahhhhhh + Aaaaak ♫ = ♫ ? ( Nande kore? )

Ring..ring ♫

Moshi..moshi, Mye-chan desu.

♫

♫

♫

Ja.. Arigatou Gozaimasu (Ends of calls )

 

Q } Ano,What is that Ring..ring about?  

A } Its a kind of craziness that been suffered , ( Huh?)