~ I am a shy person

Uh.


I'm already go for job hunting & interview.


In the hospitality line ne.


Finding a place to work.


The interviewer just conclude me as a 'soft' person.


Judging whether I'm able to cope with the hotel work, work overtime, sacrifice my time (He asked whether, I would mind if then I can't spend much time with bf )..


What is my goal in this industry.


Well, my goal is...


To earn money..obviously


So I just conclude that I want to be a manager in a specific period.


It's more kind of motivate session rather than an interview session.


What I'm supposed to say in front of guest.


Some sort of that..


Um.


Actually I'm a shy person. That's the hardest things. 


Looking at my face & you will knew it.


Shyness..


Actually..


I'm would like to apologize to Julya-chan. Um..Julya-chan gomen ne. Honto ne gomen.


The trouble I'm cause you.


I'm just have no idea nowadays whether the decision of moving-out is the very right things to do.
But, I'm not regretting it.I'm just regret that it may cause you a trouble.   




...


Yours faithfully,


Mye~

♪The answer is finally there ♪

Answer..

The Answer…

The Response…

I’m put a hope there..

Then waiting, waiting & keep waiting..

For already almost a month now..

Just now, checking inbox my mails. As usual go through some Jobs Alert mails. Read-it-over & never cross in my mind to submit my application. Not interests me much though. Haha~ I’m still picky ne even in my desperate condition now.

A month before, scrolling my mind to have an idea which place I’m really want to reach besides than Nihon then. I’m thinking of a place which look pretty good & nature-based, and well..it may a bit far from city or called as isolated area. Uhm, I’m don’t really mind if it’s quite far & willing to travel. From my perception of having a place to work, I must  like or want to reach the place or kind of dream place lor. Uhm, it’s may means that the place is interesting~ that I’m able to like working there.

There is. Yup. For my Hospitality career. I’m begin strive for the work related & the place I’m crave to reach & kind of having dreams to work there.

So, I’m begin to submit my application through emails & start composing those words to keep them interested with me, then there is also my own resume with pdf format which I think is more neat than  Microsoft words format uploaded for their management reviews.

Then..

After sending those emails..

I’m starting counts the hours, the times..

To have the response from the management organization..

After week by week goes without response, I’m had already give-up on that organization..

without knowing I’ll get the response, I’m planning to move-out, to start a new life at PJ, to find a work there, and even already accepted by the house owner to rent the room. I’m already conforms to the house owner that I’ll move-in & no cancellation..since she a bit worry if I’m kind of cancel it as she already give me chance even there is other person want to rent it too.

Uh..

Actually I really want to have my career there~

But it’s over my expectation now~

The time is really wrong~

The organization should inform me earlier~

Yup. Earlier..

Uh..

Now~

I’m feeling~

I should give-up on that Organization ne~

It’s I should move on & starts other jobs.. The Organization’s management just offer Front Desk Assistant  for me & which I have no idea also if I can be a front desk staffs.. Or get offered the job if I go for interview then..

But I had already the Yakusoku..to the owner.

Uh..

Well..

Here is the reply I received..

Which I think is too late..

Read over there..

The Organization which I’m looking for to find a work ~

Instead of the hotel at the midst of city  like S-LA  at Jln Sultan Ismail..

But I’m give-up already on that~

…

Both the Organizations~

Uh..

Disappointed~

Uhm..

Then..

I’ll  talks later..

Bai~Bai..

Chotto Matte~ As I found-out from J-chan no blog.. It’s Ain-san Birthday on 28th June~

Ain-san Otanjobi Omedetou~ Happy Birthday..

Haha~ Ain-san grew older now.. In fact I’m a little bit more old than she is..Yaaa! Ganbarre~      To all of us!

Uhm..

Ja~

 

♪ Kibou no Kakera ~ ♪

Uhu~

Kibou~ on the land  where the sun rises. Nihon desou yo? Nope..Uh, I hope it was, Nihon desou.

Ima, I’m really hope that everything will be fine. For these few days, I’m been worried ne~

Uh, at  the thought of mine. I’m a person of pessimistic and the current thought of mine on negative things. I want to wipe-out all the negative thinking and led to a new sekai.  I may will move out in nearer period. Uh, honestly I’m worried..

Shinpai Shinaide~

Mye-Chan Ganbarre !

I always tell myself..

Ganbarimasu!

Ganbatte~

Honestly I didn’t tell anybody in my family yet that I’m moving-out~

Yup. Not yet..

But I’m really sure nobody will object my decision..

A decision to stay with hoteliers. Yup, as Julya-chan mentioned in her blog. The house owner is a hotelier their selves. They seem nice on the base.. It’s I’m been worried bout. 

~Daijobou desu~

I also told myself so many-many time already.

They also offered me to do part time at their hotels. Maybe in future, I am also a hotelier ? In spite of my complaint about the “no-use” of diploma & the three years waste..

I also can’t led the way I am now also~

It’s really a ‘Kibou’ I want there~

I’m not able to describe the mean of ‘Kibou’ in my perception now..

But I’m not into Akuma in future, at least that was my ‘Kibou’ now, tomorrow & always. I want to be free of ‘Akuma’.

Yaaa~

Ganbarimasu!

It’s still a ‘worries’ deep inside me~

Although those abundance of supports words from myself~  

Yep..

I can do it!

Uh..

Kibou no Kakera~

Be-happy~

+++++++++++++++++++++++~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~++++++++++++++++++++

Bai~Bai..

I feel like Maruko-chan tad a bye to Tama-chan when say Bye Bye to Julya-chan that days..Hahaha~

Uhu..

Mada~mada..

♪ A so Ordinary Life~ Ganbarimasu! ♪

A so ordinary life..

( +. + )//

Take care over the business,Listen Ai no Uta by Tegomass,Doing Baka~Baka Thing’s, read novels by Danielle Steel a hundred time I can, skip my asa-gohan everyday as I wake-up late, take effort to leave the laziness, and yet hope that I’ll employed to a better jobs~

I should really treasure it really desou ne..

The every hours, minutes, every seconds and even every breaths I took, it’s has greatest values that can’t be bought anywhere by whoever's ~

I just realize that. The so ordinary life of mine is also precious ~

The alive Myehunn is able to see, walk, talk, think, laugh & even be able to complaint about the “boredom” ~ It’s I should really express my deepest gratitude to Kamesama~

Kamesama ~ Honto ni, Domo Arigato ~

I guess I am a better blogger nowadays, I’m quite frequent with my post recently~ It’s starts when Julya-chan, says ( I just want to read a new post from you more frequently ) in her post of Hiatus… I’m not sure when I fall in love as a blogger really~ Ima, I’m really likes my blogs.. Although it’s only the Baka~Baka things only I could insert in my blog stories and with my hilarious English-grammar... I still love it~

Uhuu~

My mood easily change so many times in just one day..

Yesterday, I’m even get mad on some of kids here as they keeping on exaggerating for free snacks even I already said I can’t help them do it~ As they always coming to me for free snacks..Yup, now I even sell junks food & snacks besides than bananas. The work hours is compatible somehow as I’m just too lazy~ \\ ( ^ ^ ) mean that it’s opened when I want to open it~ The laziness of mine or have no passion really over the business~ I’m know that it is really a fault of mine but I can’t keep my passion on it any more~

I came with my posting today as I just finish watch “Yuuki” for the third time already. As Yuuki spirit to live his life though of the incurable diseases is really touching~ The main actor of “Yuuki” movie is Kamenashi Kazuya whom Julya always kyaa~kyaa over and there’s also the cool Hama-kun played by Oguri Shun which I still had my crush on while watching this movie..Demo the prior is still Taka-kun ne~

Yuuki the movie~which I already had watch over & over~

But it still unbearable touching and I try to avoid tears of course~

Soon after I finished the movie-watch & Yuuki had die after battling with the unknown diseases named “Large Bones Dissolve” and still smiles & encouraging peoples until the last breaths he has~ It was totaly too sad~ as the movie itself is adapted from real cases.

Dakara, Minna~san..make sure to treasure upmost the time we had.

No matter in what condition we are about ~

~ Gakusei ( Like Kiki-chan..)

~ Employee with no compatible work hours ( Uhuu~ it’s me )

~ A NEET ( Minna-san with NEET title like Julya-chan )

~ A server ( Uhm..like Ain-chan )

~ A housewife

~ A bachelor

~ A Sacho

~ and even a patients..

MINNA-san Ganbarimesu! Treasure the life to up-most ~

Ganbarimasu ne Minna-san to Ordinary or even Super Ordinary Sekai!

Sore-kara..

Ja~

♪ It’s so endless here~ ♪

It’s so endless here ~

The endless ~ Boredom

I’m not into business really now ~

I’m really lazy to give a help ~

I just so knew if one’s really want to establish a business..

~A PASSION must be there~

Must have the passion to grew-up the business~

The passion to overcome problem~

The passion to challenge yourself~

The passion to make a strategy~

The passion to earn profit ~

Ima, I’m just lost the passion~

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Twelve days more..

For my fellows friends to further their degree ~

Hereby, I’m officially want to congratulate Kiki-chan who got admitted into Degree..

Lucky of Kiki-chan though, who’s get selected for the degree, compared to some other friends..

Kiki-chan be grateful ne and make sure to treasure it upmost ne …

I’ll support you here~

Kiki-chan, Ganbarimasu on your Degree Benkyo!

~Ja

 

 

Is it A Day of School Holiday ?

Uhm..

Is it A Day of School Holiday?

~ This post basically not referring to me ~at least not directly ne~ as I’m not the main characters in this post~

Huuu…<=( * 0 * )=>  Hooo..

From the past two weeks of school holiday which I’m not sure when it started then..        

~ HAD-NO-CHANCE-OF-SCHOOL-HOLIDAY-FUN…

Uh..So pity~

Ah. It’s not me.. I’m not in school anymore. Moreover, in primary school~   

It’s Salam_the_cousin of mine~

With every family member busy with work~ with the cold or more precisely the cough he suffered..and more over with her mom caught cold also, the FUN-OF-SCHOOL-HOLIDAY ja nai..

Today, the last School Holiday remain.. At home, he only just can watch television, get scolded ( maybe it’s me scolding him :p ), go to grocery & buy some snack, with not so much friend at this neighborhood & some more play online game or watch online cartoon. (Uh, he so much advance than me in the technology ne, I’m just introduced to internet and so ..when I was in Secondary School, Uh… )

Umm..

Talking about School-Holiday-Fun~ His parent brought him and of course me too…to the Rabbit~Fun~Land at Broga, Semenyih. ( I’m quite sure this place is kind of unknown or unpopular )..

Then…

IKIMASHO…

To the RABBIT~FUN~LAND…(The name of Fun Land should bring any Fun affect ne…)

Ah. I just could bring-up some pictures to show what’s the RABBIT-FUN-LAND is about ? Usagi~

Usa-chan~

Bunny~

  USA-CHAN~

~Kawaii  Trio Bunnies~

Its looks so kawaii ne~ looks like they are possing for a photograph..

Maybe they were used to camera & all the visit from visitor..

Not even eat the foods~ Oshii ja nai ( I give the wrong foods~)

It should be carrot desou ne?

Huh. Gomen~

Feel Sleepy?

                  

Other than  the white-species Rabbit~       

Black Rabbit~

                                      

AI ?

?

A Kiss ?

Haha~ A Rabbit expressing the Ai~

Haha~

Omoishiro~

Nani ?

In cage ? No future desou ne..

No Ai also~

So pity ne~

I can’t help you though~

Oh..There is still so much other also in cage~

I’m just worried if you get eaten by human..

Become The food or more precisely “The-Rabbit-Satay”

Yup. Minna-san, this Rabbit-Fun-Land also sell Rabbit Satay!

Aaaak !

Those Kawaii-Rabbit- will be eaten~

Gomen ne, I’m not able to save you~

Honto ne gomen~

Uhukk…

Gomen really~

Uh.

Have no desire to go on~ to the next animals~ Yup. The “Fun Land”  that already not been that fun already with the-to-be-eaten-matters had also other animals that are Goats, Ponytails, Tortoise,Cows, Snake, Birds, Monkey, and Deers. It’s not really big as a zoo might be. I have no idea lor how to explain it~ to me it’s look like a Dusun~Durian  with many types of animals or some sort like that~.. But the animals there is very uhmm.. “Friendly” maybe or so called as tame animals..You can feed the animals freely except the snake or monkey maybe~ I’m kind of not interested at those animals.. Uh.. Kawaii ja nai~

The so-called tame animals~

~A Ponytail’s Baby~

Hahaha~ Show-me-your-nose~ kind of scenes really..

Uh. Maybe a bit rude~ to the guest..

It’s show how tame they are desou ne~

or Friendly~

 

Below is the the pic of the same Ponytails..

It has no other tomodachi..except her mother then..

So sabishii ne~

Then go for..

Next~ Pic

A Deer~ ( Dearest Deer~Huu..)

Kawaii---desou ne?

The Deers~

I’m kind of have no idea really what species of this Deers really~

Have no any info~signboard of each of animals here~

Dakara, I’m just guess & name the animals~

The way I knew~ Huuu~

….

Once, I saw this cows~ (You know what I thought really ?)

It’s looks like the Cows waiting for the “Executed Penalty”… ( * ~ * )”

Fuh~

I’m  not going to do those things on you ne~ Shinpai shi nai de..

Moooo~

Aaa~ Tabeyo..

Uh. Why the tongue?

Have the manners ne~ to eat~

….

next ~

Another~ Scene of  ‘’tame’’..by the Goats

See my teeth scene~ Hahaha..

Omoishiroo~

These Goats really….Uhm~  Look like they really welcoming us~

But it’s pretty hard to feed them..worried if they eat my precious finger too :p

…

  Goat’s in leisure time..\\ (^.^)

Sheep~……

…

Uh~ Kame..

I feed you a carrot.. Oishi desou ne~

You sure eat this carrot a lot ne~

Have no idea really what I should feed you~ A green apple or this carrot~

Don’t have any Celery ne~ Gomen..

..

Kawaii ja nai~ The Monkey..

….

  

I guess I want to be a little nice to Salam though by inserts his photos in my precious post~

Huuu~

Later we, stop by at some Sungai~ I have no idea what’s the name really. It’s named as “ Gabai” maybe..

Hanging~Bridge ( Its a bit kowai though to walk although not that high enough )

 

It’s seem not fun enough with the water~

Uhuu~

I’m not really into this~ but just to soak my stinking feet really~

Later~

We had some meal~ at the “gerai” nearer..

I had those ~

Ais Batu Campur (ABC)~

with

Laksa~

and taste some of this too…

Mee Soup ( which Salam eats this & me help him finish it~ :p )

Then~ the School Holiday may end here~

Ah. Before that~

For anybody who want to visit the Rabbit Fun Land :

Here is the info~

Nah..( the expression Julya always do when wanting to give something to me )

Admission Fee: RM 5.00 per person.

Operating Hours: Sat, Sun and Public Holidays from 9.30 am to 6pm.

For more info feel free to visit the website yourself ne~

Dozo ~ Click here > www.earcsb.com

Ja~

♪ The Flash Back~ ♪

Flashing back the memory  of the Campus-Life..

I was so even desperately then to leave the student life of books, exams, tutorials class, assignment,Carry-Marks and definitely Cafe Meals.

But, now I’m had a bit kind of the feeling of miss~ the-Life-of-a-Student..Uh~ I knew I’m not into the Student Life in a quite a period in future perhaps. I’m already had a decision with me.

There was so much things I’m had go through start from First Semester. From struggling with my personal matters, trying to adapt the new environments & friends,and been taking effort to collect the strength and stand on.

Staying at Kapas College from the start of semester, with so many memories of Daisuki, Kirai, Kimochi, Mabushi and even Sabishi. Kira-chan ne, you had to stay with me in quite long period desu ne? In this period we had also a little fight, laugh, some gossip of our crazy crush,dreams ( as I’m always intrudes into your dream..gomen ne ),taking meal together and do some other things..

I’m been rarely care where is our tutorials class would be and just dumbly follow you remember?Ah..there is also when you busy with revision for exam, while I’m busy with snoring on the pillow. Talking until midnight. Wake-up late. Gossiping our senior roomates. Go together to toilets when it’s midnight. Hide & lock in the rooms when its time for College Activities. Admiring for the same lecturers..Haha~ And peoples talking about us having the same kind of faces..About me that so careless and put my things/goods everywhere..and me eating too much, keeping on munching although wishing to diet. About me lost THE ACER & had no expression over it. The Emergency Fire Practical Safety~ the night we heard some “bom”..that was so freaking..About you so worrying bout my bus ticket..The memory of you be the bugs killer, frantically urge the kitten to get-out scene..You & your shujin ( Hisashi I believed ) obsessed..

It’s in memory now ~ And I’m just flash it back..

Hearing all the fuss between Ain-chan & her siblings. Fighting-or-no-Fighting between Zana-san & Liza-san. Kak Tieah with her feeling/emotion. Julya-chan who’s busy with Library-some-sort-of that. Atie with her so many friends & the non-stop phone grabs. Celebrating Ontajobi Umedetou together, Fasting? Sahur? or Open Fasting?, Maggie-Tabeyo! Wandering the Night Market & have nothing in craves item to eat. The increase Bus Fare to Bandar. The heavy rain and very-atsui-wheater. Me & Julya who’s crazily stay-up all night until morning, the  revision for exam at Library & even Stadium , gulping the mango-juice in cans, Nodame & J-pop craziness, excited for free meals, Red Crescent absence & a little cheat. All of us busy Chasing for Merit Point..

Uh..It’s over now. (I should sighed for a relieve now)

But  I’m just kind of missing it… (Do not take this as I want to turn back to time, as what Ain-chan was. I’m just want to feel that it is not a waste of the three years & trying to collect the memory all I can maybe….. )

Currently I’m opened the Mini Transcript of Diploma in Hotel Management Studies. I had started with Dean List result, down to lower GPA, lower and lower until I’m ended Practical Training,  It’s keeping getting down..and lower. It’s obviously that I had lost my passion on studying…

Until I am getting a passion for Studies then..I’ll be hunting for degree. But not in this period..

End of review of Flash Back ~

Fuu~ or Fuh~ Kimochi with this flash back ~

   VS

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The Flash-on the Student-no-Sekai~

Sayonara~