~"Gold Shine from Mines"~

Fuuu~

After long period in "poverty"...

Finally I find some "gold shine".... ($.$)V

I would have only to use it for the "needs" only not to fullfil the "want".

At least I already said that...Right? (^.^) ?

As soon I bring "the shine" out of the Mines..

Me, by the way already forget`````

What I already state in mind before. {^o^}"

DAKARA""

I just start buying.

And The Worst Thing is...

The First "Thing" that impress me foremost is :

< THIS>

Nothing Really : Heh?

Chicken Chop?

After long time not having it..

Because of the ultimate "poverty"..

To the other peoples it may becomes "needs" (the food).

If it was me?

I had to describe it as "wants".

Huuu~

Its becomes my habit to eat 24 hours a day. (=.=)''

Later..

I find this>

Anoo~

To somebody, knew this~pink polka

Gomen ne, its quite unexplanable..I buy this also?

Gomen, I distracted too much by it conditon~

1. Pink Polka kawaii

2.The price only RM20

Dakara, Honto gomen ne...

('') ( ^ . ^ )"

~The 1pm occasion~

Maid Maiden manga by Kaoru~

Daisukii!

Really nice to have it.

Today I got chance to meet and get some autograph from her.(at Bookfair PWTC)

Yatta!
My heart hammering to meet she.

Eventually, Julyachann and me was the first queue up for her.

Fuhhuu~huhuu ^0^

Feel exicited ne..

Sugoi!!!
Kaoru Daisuki!
Maid Maiden Beg..I like it very much with the autograph on it.

Although, money such a problem to me.
Luckly, somebody kindly help me..in this situation.

(p/s: I should post this long time ago, Not let it become draft) 
         Not sure also why I can't upload pic
         That's why no pic included (Ithe Maid Maiden Manga pic)  

~KIM MA~

Its been a month now I leaving Kim Ma.~

Frankly, I miss to be there.

Its the most cold restaurant among the other.

I froze there with the cheongsam.

There is one day I met Anita Sarawak there.(she is tall, isn't?)

Handle one table of VIP of Datuk annual dinner.

Shaking to my bone really, because I never have chance to serve VIP (aka : Lecturer) in my college. (Only who's claimed as a  good server get the chance to serve VIP at college.)

So, I feel hell dying then. My heart start hammering. But, gratefully I didn't do something that harmful to my internship. The Datuk just asking me.."Where you come from?"..ehh?(my heart sound)..I'm Malaysian. From Kaj^^^^. What the hell, he think I'm come from!

At Kim Ma Food Tasting is always held there. There is one Bangla always tease me and talk to me.  

One day, the Bangla talk to me when I'm was about preparing for banquet function. Then when Mr. V see it.. he shout..Hey..you (the bangla name, I don't know) don't "kacau" my girl ar. Hunn na go report to HR.. (then, I see people there at the banquet look weirdly at me..HUH!)

*Dim Sum there is quite good.
*Jasmine tea
*Chrisanthymum tea

My duty basically are :
1.Serve tea, Appetizer, MC and Dessert
2. Hostess and pick up call (even I didn't know Chinese)
3.Wiping Chinaware
4.Refill Soya Sauce, Pickle Chilli ( KiraChann, I remember you as I see the chilli everyday ^-^ )

~2 MONTH of F&B~PGH Internship

My 1st outlet : KIN NO UMA

Lunch  :12.00noon to 2.30pm
Dinner : 6.30pm to 10.30pm
Saturday Buffet Dinner (Doyo Bi No Yashoku)

It was very nice outlet to do my internship.

The food is very nice especially Tempura Moriwase and Miso Syru..huuu

Some of The things I do there is :
 1.Irrashimase
 2.Refill ocha
 3.Send food
 4.Present bill ( sometime I get tips but not much really)
 5.I also do take order and then burn order to the kitchen

I like the restaurant much better than other outlet I think..huhuuuu


My 2nd outlet : GRAND SALON

 

 Operation hours 10.00am to 12.00am
Friday, Satuday and Public Holiday 11.00am to 1.00am
Sunday 10.00am to 12.00am

The Lobby Lounge is quite spacious

The business flow wasn't really high traffic  there.

I was wearing Santarina's, so I feel like a kind of mascot there for chrismass Season ~0~

They offer variety of liquor and wine and also drinks for Hi-tea, afternoon tea..

What I know to prepare is just coffee, tea (huhh)

So I just take order from guest and burn it to bartender

Some guest asking me if I work there for school break to earn extra money and which school I come from?

I just yes, from Kaj...(hhaha)

Taking picture for or with guest the things always do

There is one guest from China say some pleasure word to me, say I'm look good.

Later, she and her husband come to the bar and ask me to make her hair as the same as mine..

I'm trying to hesistate, but she holds my hand and speak some english word that I really don't understand.

Then I just say later only I do, because there is other guest I have to attend.

Lastly she handed my some tips after I get her hair done.(huhhh)

Sometime, I feel boring there, so I ask the philipines's staff there teach me some words..

Boring...then I miss KIN NO UMA

 My 3rd outlet : CAROUSEL RESTAURANT

 Breakfast: buffet and Ala carte 6.30am to 10.30am
Lunch: Buffet and Ala Carte 12.00noon to 2.30pm
Dinner: Buffet and Ala Carte 6.30pm to 10.30pm
Weekend Hi-Tea (Saturday, Sunday and public Holiday) 12.00noon to 5.00pm

It was the most busy restaurant at the Palace especially for breakfast time.

I feel really tired to work there..buffet is tiring enough..

The guest there for breakfast is not less than 200 pax everyday..

70% of the guest is Chinese at the time I work there and some of them spoke very little English only (Thank You)

So, I just say Cha or Cafe? Then, with smile I just say Thank You in chinese..They seem a bit shock with me.

In weekend it more than 700 pax was in Carausel for breakfast..so scary to see that much guest..I feel want to cry..really busy..But then some guest thank me for good service and take some picture with me although that time was like a crowded pasar in there. I'm afraid actually what if my manager see.

When guest come offer coffee or tea..refill coffee and tea, clear plates. some of guest ask for hot milk
 After the guest done, have to setting table and thanks them.
Later, have to wipe plates & cutleries (so many!), fold napkin, refill sugar, send & pickup napkin (count the napkin)

I feel tired....and most of the workers there is Bangladesh (huhhh), some Sabah & Sarawak..Philipines
Frankly, the two weeks I'm there is easy to pass because I'm not really count the time but I'm hardly wake up in the morning..My work shift 7.00am-3.00pm..

My 4th Outlet : KIM MA

 I will be there soon......a bit nervous..scared..afraid

Ganbatte^-^

Apologize

First off all, maybe its too late to apologize

Its really unforgiven and I should know that

Its really my fault and only be my fault

To be a cheater and take on advantage on friends

To create such an awkward and horrible atmosphere

To cheat on friends' money and the 'house' of sarang tikus

But "she take your money on purpose" is not true

Its all the way my fault

My $10,000 Goals!

In my head right now, right away..

Have no interest in my study anymore..

I'm just slowly lost my enthusiasm towards my studies..

Currently "The Plan of Getting into Traveling" stuck into my mind..

Then my first goals is to run my strategies to come for $10,000
$10,000!
$10,000!
$10,000!

Can I begin with 10 coins?

I think 10 coins got very much value to begin with..

Fufufu...(it sound ridiculous but, recently I ride a bus, then when I'm arrived at the place and

was about to walk out from the bus, accidentally I dropped a coin..the bus driver noticed it and I

have no interest to search for them and just to ignore it..then the bus driver seem not satisfied

and called me to pick them up..then I take my time to look for that coin and surprisingly the bus

drive seem to patiently wait for me..I think its quite a couples minutes though..huh!)

Jitsu Wo Boku?

It never cross in my mind that I'm posting..

JITSU WA BOKU..

Actually I..
Its really empty ne..I feeling empty,, I do not know why..But it is exist really, even though I have no idea how to explain it..neither how to get rid of it nor to tell anybody about it..

I was really okay, well enough..as what I am really look like, but it was fake..I want to tell somebody I am not well enough..I want to scream out & lets all my tears go..

Something,somebody really dragging me into suffocating worriness , I could not help my self to take a little bit courage to share it with others..the silence of me, is really dreadful..

Scare of myself, that what really I am about..Its me, have anybody feeling really scare suddenly. Sometime its really terrify me enough to speak or swallow the food..my feet and hand feeling cold suddenly..I feel I am really nothing then..