♪The answer is finally there ♪

Answer..

The Answer…

The Response…

I’m put a hope there..

Then waiting, waiting & keep waiting..

For already almost a month now..

Just now, checking inbox my mails. As usual go through some Jobs Alert mails. Read-it-over & never cross in my mind to submit my application. Not interests me much though. Haha~ I’m still picky ne even in my desperate condition now.

A month before, scrolling my mind to have an idea which place I’m really want to reach besides than Nihon then. I’m thinking of a place which look pretty good & nature-based, and well..it may a bit far from city or called as isolated area. Uhm, I’m don’t really mind if it’s quite far & willing to travel. From my perception of having a place to work, I must  like or want to reach the place or kind of dream place lor. Uhm, it’s may means that the place is interesting~ that I’m able to like working there.

There is. Yup. For my Hospitality career. I’m begin strive for the work related & the place I’m crave to reach & kind of having dreams to work there.

So, I’m begin to submit my application through emails & start composing those words to keep them interested with me, then there is also my own resume with pdf format which I think is more neat than  Microsoft words format uploaded for their management reviews.

Then..

After sending those emails..

I’m starting counts the hours, the times..

To have the response from the management organization..

After week by week goes without response, I’m had already give-up on that organization..

without knowing I’ll get the response, I’m planning to move-out, to start a new life at PJ, to find a work there, and even already accepted by the house owner to rent the room. I’m already conforms to the house owner that I’ll move-in & no cancellation..since she a bit worry if I’m kind of cancel it as she already give me chance even there is other person want to rent it too.

Uh..

Actually I really want to have my career there~

But it’s over my expectation now~

The time is really wrong~

The organization should inform me earlier~

Yup. Earlier..

Uh..

Now~

I’m feeling~

I should give-up on that Organization ne~

It’s I should move on & starts other jobs.. The Organization’s management just offer Front Desk Assistant  for me & which I have no idea also if I can be a front desk staffs.. Or get offered the job if I go for interview then..

But I had already the Yakusoku..to the owner.

Uh..

Well..

Here is the reply I received..

Which I think is too late..

Read over there..

The Organization which I’m looking for to find a work ~

Instead of the hotel at the midst of city  like S-LA  at Jln Sultan Ismail..

But I’m give-up already on that~

…

Both the Organizations~

Uh..

Disappointed~

Uhm..

Then..

I’ll  talks later..

Bai~Bai..

Chotto Matte~ As I found-out from J-chan no blog.. It’s Ain-san Birthday on 28th June~

Ain-san Otanjobi Omedetou~ Happy Birthday..

Haha~ Ain-san grew older now.. In fact I’m a little bit more old than she is..Yaaa! Ganbarre~      To all of us!

Uhm..

Ja~

 

♪ Kibou no Kakera ~ ♪

Uhu~

Kibou~ on the land  where the sun rises. Nihon desou yo? Nope..Uh, I hope it was, Nihon desou.

Ima, I’m really hope that everything will be fine. For these few days, I’m been worried ne~

Uh, at  the thought of mine. I’m a person of pessimistic and the current thought of mine on negative things. I want to wipe-out all the negative thinking and led to a new sekai.  I may will move out in nearer period. Uh, honestly I’m worried..

Shinpai Shinaide~

Mye-Chan Ganbarre !

I always tell myself..

Ganbarimasu!

Ganbatte~

Honestly I didn’t tell anybody in my family yet that I’m moving-out~

Yup. Not yet..

But I’m really sure nobody will object my decision..

A decision to stay with hoteliers. Yup, as Julya-chan mentioned in her blog. The house owner is a hotelier their selves. They seem nice on the base.. It’s I’m been worried bout. 

~Daijobou desu~

I also told myself so many-many time already.

They also offered me to do part time at their hotels. Maybe in future, I am also a hotelier ? In spite of my complaint about the “no-use” of diploma & the three years waste..

I also can’t led the way I am now also~

It’s really a ‘Kibou’ I want there~

I’m not able to describe the mean of ‘Kibou’ in my perception now..

But I’m not into Akuma in future, at least that was my ‘Kibou’ now, tomorrow & always. I want to be free of ‘Akuma’.

Yaaa~

Ganbarimasu!

It’s still a ‘worries’ deep inside me~

Although those abundance of supports words from myself~  

Yep..

I can do it!

Uh..

Kibou no Kakera~

Be-happy~

+++++++++++++++++++++++~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~++++++++++++++++++++

Bai~Bai..

I feel like Maruko-chan tad a bye to Tama-chan when say Bye Bye to Julya-chan that days..Hahaha~

Uhu..

Mada~mada..

♪ A so Ordinary Life~ Ganbarimasu! ♪

A so ordinary life..

( +. + )//

Take care over the business,Listen Ai no Uta by Tegomass,Doing Baka~Baka Thing’s, read novels by Danielle Steel a hundred time I can, skip my asa-gohan everyday as I wake-up late, take effort to leave the laziness, and yet hope that I’ll employed to a better jobs~

I should really treasure it really desou ne..

The every hours, minutes, every seconds and even every breaths I took, it’s has greatest values that can’t be bought anywhere by whoever's ~

I just realize that. The so ordinary life of mine is also precious ~

The alive Myehunn is able to see, walk, talk, think, laugh & even be able to complaint about the “boredom” ~ It’s I should really express my deepest gratitude to Kamesama~

Kamesama ~ Honto ni, Domo Arigato ~

I guess I am a better blogger nowadays, I’m quite frequent with my post recently~ It’s starts when Julya-chan, says ( I just want to read a new post from you more frequently ) in her post of Hiatus… I’m not sure when I fall in love as a blogger really~ Ima, I’m really likes my blogs.. Although it’s only the Baka~Baka things only I could insert in my blog stories and with my hilarious English-grammar... I still love it~

Uhuu~

My mood easily change so many times in just one day..

Yesterday, I’m even get mad on some of kids here as they keeping on exaggerating for free snacks even I already said I can’t help them do it~ As they always coming to me for free snacks..Yup, now I even sell junks food & snacks besides than bananas. The work hours is compatible somehow as I’m just too lazy~ \\ ( ^ ^ ) mean that it’s opened when I want to open it~ The laziness of mine or have no passion really over the business~ I’m know that it is really a fault of mine but I can’t keep my passion on it any more~

I came with my posting today as I just finish watch “Yuuki” for the third time already. As Yuuki spirit to live his life though of the incurable diseases is really touching~ The main actor of “Yuuki” movie is Kamenashi Kazuya whom Julya always kyaa~kyaa over and there’s also the cool Hama-kun played by Oguri Shun which I still had my crush on while watching this movie..Demo the prior is still Taka-kun ne~

Yuuki the movie~which I already had watch over & over~

But it still unbearable touching and I try to avoid tears of course~

Soon after I finished the movie-watch & Yuuki had die after battling with the unknown diseases named “Large Bones Dissolve” and still smiles & encouraging peoples until the last breaths he has~ It was totaly too sad~ as the movie itself is adapted from real cases.

Dakara, Minna~san..make sure to treasure upmost the time we had.

No matter in what condition we are about ~

~ Gakusei ( Like Kiki-chan..)

~ Employee with no compatible work hours ( Uhuu~ it’s me )

~ A NEET ( Minna-san with NEET title like Julya-chan )

~ A server ( Uhm..like Ain-chan )

~ A housewife

~ A bachelor

~ A Sacho

~ and even a patients..

MINNA-san Ganbarimesu! Treasure the life to up-most ~

Ganbarimasu ne Minna-san to Ordinary or even Super Ordinary Sekai!

Sore-kara..

Ja~

♪ It’s so endless here~ ♪

It’s so endless here ~

The endless ~ Boredom

I’m not into business really now ~

I’m really lazy to give a help ~

I just so knew if one’s really want to establish a business..

~A PASSION must be there~

Must have the passion to grew-up the business~

The passion to overcome problem~

The passion to challenge yourself~

The passion to make a strategy~

The passion to earn profit ~

Ima, I’m just lost the passion~

\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/

Twelve days more..

For my fellows friends to further their degree ~

Hereby, I’m officially want to congratulate Kiki-chan who got admitted into Degree..

Lucky of Kiki-chan though, who’s get selected for the degree, compared to some other friends..

Kiki-chan be grateful ne and make sure to treasure it upmost ne …

I’ll support you here~

Kiki-chan, Ganbarimasu on your Degree Benkyo!

~Ja

 

 

Is it A Day of School Holiday ?

Uhm..

Is it A Day of School Holiday?

~ This post basically not referring to me ~at least not directly ne~ as I’m not the main characters in this post~

Huuu…<=( * 0 * )=>  Hooo..

From the past two weeks of school holiday which I’m not sure when it started then..        

~ HAD-NO-CHANCE-OF-SCHOOL-HOLIDAY-FUN…

Uh..So pity~

Ah. It’s not me.. I’m not in school anymore. Moreover, in primary school~   

It’s Salam_the_cousin of mine~

With every family member busy with work~ with the cold or more precisely the cough he suffered..and more over with her mom caught cold also, the FUN-OF-SCHOOL-HOLIDAY ja nai..

Today, the last School Holiday remain.. At home, he only just can watch television, get scolded ( maybe it’s me scolding him :p ), go to grocery & buy some snack, with not so much friend at this neighborhood & some more play online game or watch online cartoon. (Uh, he so much advance than me in the technology ne, I’m just introduced to internet and so ..when I was in Secondary School, Uh… )

Umm..

Talking about School-Holiday-Fun~ His parent brought him and of course me too…to the Rabbit~Fun~Land at Broga, Semenyih. ( I’m quite sure this place is kind of unknown or unpopular )..

Then…

IKIMASHO…

To the RABBIT~FUN~LAND…(The name of Fun Land should bring any Fun affect ne…)

Ah. I just could bring-up some pictures to show what’s the RABBIT-FUN-LAND is about ? Usagi~

Usa-chan~

Bunny~

  USA-CHAN~

~Kawaii  Trio Bunnies~

Its looks so kawaii ne~ looks like they are possing for a photograph..

Maybe they were used to camera & all the visit from visitor..

Not even eat the foods~ Oshii ja nai ( I give the wrong foods~)

It should be carrot desou ne?

Huh. Gomen~

Feel Sleepy?

                  

Other than  the white-species Rabbit~       

Black Rabbit~

                                      

AI ?

?

A Kiss ?

Haha~ A Rabbit expressing the Ai~

Haha~

Omoishiro~

Nani ?

In cage ? No future desou ne..

No Ai also~

So pity ne~

I can’t help you though~

Oh..There is still so much other also in cage~

I’m just worried if you get eaten by human..

Become The food or more precisely “The-Rabbit-Satay”

Yup. Minna-san, this Rabbit-Fun-Land also sell Rabbit Satay!

Aaaak !

Those Kawaii-Rabbit- will be eaten~

Gomen ne, I’m not able to save you~

Honto ne gomen~

Uhukk…

Gomen really~

Uh.

Have no desire to go on~ to the next animals~ Yup. The “Fun Land”  that already not been that fun already with the-to-be-eaten-matters had also other animals that are Goats, Ponytails, Tortoise,Cows, Snake, Birds, Monkey, and Deers. It’s not really big as a zoo might be. I have no idea lor how to explain it~ to me it’s look like a Dusun~Durian  with many types of animals or some sort like that~.. But the animals there is very uhmm.. “Friendly” maybe or so called as tame animals..You can feed the animals freely except the snake or monkey maybe~ I’m kind of not interested at those animals.. Uh.. Kawaii ja nai~

The so-called tame animals~

~A Ponytail’s Baby~

Hahaha~ Show-me-your-nose~ kind of scenes really..

Uh. Maybe a bit rude~ to the guest..

It’s show how tame they are desou ne~

or Friendly~

 

Below is the the pic of the same Ponytails..

It has no other tomodachi..except her mother then..

So sabishii ne~

Then go for..

Next~ Pic

A Deer~ ( Dearest Deer~Huu..)

Kawaii---desou ne?

The Deers~

I’m kind of have no idea really what species of this Deers really~

Have no any info~signboard of each of animals here~

Dakara, I’m just guess & name the animals~

The way I knew~ Huuu~

….

Once, I saw this cows~ (You know what I thought really ?)

It’s looks like the Cows waiting for the “Executed Penalty”… ( * ~ * )”

Fuh~

I’m  not going to do those things on you ne~ Shinpai shi nai de..

Moooo~

Aaa~ Tabeyo..

Uh. Why the tongue?

Have the manners ne~ to eat~

….

next ~

Another~ Scene of  ‘’tame’’..by the Goats

See my teeth scene~ Hahaha..

Omoishiroo~

These Goats really….Uhm~  Look like they really welcoming us~

But it’s pretty hard to feed them..worried if they eat my precious finger too :p

…

  Goat’s in leisure time..\\ (^.^)

Sheep~……

…

Uh~ Kame..

I feed you a carrot.. Oishi desou ne~

You sure eat this carrot a lot ne~

Have no idea really what I should feed you~ A green apple or this carrot~

Don’t have any Celery ne~ Gomen..

..

Kawaii ja nai~ The Monkey..

….

  

I guess I want to be a little nice to Salam though by inserts his photos in my precious post~

Huuu~

Later we, stop by at some Sungai~ I have no idea what’s the name really. It’s named as “ Gabai” maybe..

Hanging~Bridge ( Its a bit kowai though to walk although not that high enough )

 

It’s seem not fun enough with the water~

Uhuu~

I’m not really into this~ but just to soak my stinking feet really~

Later~

We had some meal~ at the “gerai” nearer..

I had those ~

Ais Batu Campur (ABC)~

with

Laksa~

and taste some of this too…

Mee Soup ( which Salam eats this & me help him finish it~ :p )

Then~ the School Holiday may end here~

Ah. Before that~

For anybody who want to visit the Rabbit Fun Land :

Here is the info~

Nah..( the expression Julya always do when wanting to give something to me )

Admission Fee: RM 5.00 per person.

Operating Hours: Sat, Sun and Public Holidays from 9.30 am to 6pm.

For more info feel free to visit the website yourself ne~

Dozo ~ Click here > www.earcsb.com

Ja~

♪ The Flash Back~ ♪

Flashing back the memory  of the Campus-Life..

I was so even desperately then to leave the student life of books, exams, tutorials class, assignment,Carry-Marks and definitely Cafe Meals.

But, now I’m had a bit kind of the feeling of miss~ the-Life-of-a-Student..Uh~ I knew I’m not into the Student Life in a quite a period in future perhaps. I’m already had a decision with me.

There was so much things I’m had go through start from First Semester. From struggling with my personal matters, trying to adapt the new environments & friends,and been taking effort to collect the strength and stand on.

Staying at Kapas College from the start of semester, with so many memories of Daisuki, Kirai, Kimochi, Mabushi and even Sabishi. Kira-chan ne, you had to stay with me in quite long period desu ne? In this period we had also a little fight, laugh, some gossip of our crazy crush,dreams ( as I’m always intrudes into your dream..gomen ne ),taking meal together and do some other things..

I’m been rarely care where is our tutorials class would be and just dumbly follow you remember?Ah..there is also when you busy with revision for exam, while I’m busy with snoring on the pillow. Talking until midnight. Wake-up late. Gossiping our senior roomates. Go together to toilets when it’s midnight. Hide & lock in the rooms when its time for College Activities. Admiring for the same lecturers..Haha~ And peoples talking about us having the same kind of faces..About me that so careless and put my things/goods everywhere..and me eating too much, keeping on munching although wishing to diet. About me lost THE ACER & had no expression over it. The Emergency Fire Practical Safety~ the night we heard some “bom”..that was so freaking..About you so worrying bout my bus ticket..The memory of you be the bugs killer, frantically urge the kitten to get-out scene..You & your shujin ( Hisashi I believed ) obsessed..

It’s in memory now ~ And I’m just flash it back..

Hearing all the fuss between Ain-chan & her siblings. Fighting-or-no-Fighting between Zana-san & Liza-san. Kak Tieah with her feeling/emotion. Julya-chan who’s busy with Library-some-sort-of that. Atie with her so many friends & the non-stop phone grabs. Celebrating Ontajobi Umedetou together, Fasting? Sahur? or Open Fasting?, Maggie-Tabeyo! Wandering the Night Market & have nothing in craves item to eat. The increase Bus Fare to Bandar. The heavy rain and very-atsui-wheater. Me & Julya who’s crazily stay-up all night until morning, the  revision for exam at Library & even Stadium , gulping the mango-juice in cans, Nodame & J-pop craziness, excited for free meals, Red Crescent absence & a little cheat. All of us busy Chasing for Merit Point..

Uh..It’s over now. (I should sighed for a relieve now)

But  I’m just kind of missing it… (Do not take this as I want to turn back to time, as what Ain-chan was. I’m just want to feel that it is not a waste of the three years & trying to collect the memory all I can maybe….. )

Currently I’m opened the Mini Transcript of Diploma in Hotel Management Studies. I had started with Dean List result, down to lower GPA, lower and lower until I’m ended Practical Training,  It’s keeping getting down..and lower. It’s obviously that I had lost my passion on studying…

Until I am getting a passion for Studies then..I’ll be hunting for degree. But not in this period..

End of review of Flash Back ~

Fuu~ or Fuh~ Kimochi with this flash back ~

   VS

…………………..

……………….

The Flash-on the Student-no-Sekai~

Sayonara~

♪Zutto~will be there ♪

Uhu..

Zutto~ will be there to the Rabu~Rabu things..Liking without any reason maybe.

Uhm..I’m seldomly post my fangirlism over my SugarBun desou yo~

I’m even not really updated with the journal of his career, uh..or follow the recent news & album release ne~ I knew it.Yeah. Not even like Kira-chan or Julya-chan or even like Ain-chan..Who’s giggle Gyaa Gyaa over their Idols~

Myehunn can never stick to one Idol really~ Huh..

But, honto desu yo~ I’m will stick to Massu this entire period..I’ll convinced myself. I want to be like Nodame who’s really admiring Chiaki Senpai~

All about I can feel about Massu is he..Uhm..He really a Kind of OTOKOMAE person..^0^

Massu is more than IKEMAN ! Kakoi~

Uh. I wish I can met he even once in my life.

Miso Soup & Kiss Kaerimachi Song is very delicate to my ear..How to say? Uhm..the voice of Massu is so Kakoi..Tegoshi is also good but I love Massu for even more~

Here is some  Trivia about Massu that I’m copy straight from internet ( ^.^)//

♦ Masuda is obsessed with cleanliness. (Me? Not-so obsessed with hygiene )
♦ Massu is very careful with money. (I’m been Careless with Okane..)
♦ Masuda sometimes teaches the other NewS members to dance.
♦ Masuda's favorite color is orange. ( My favorite color recently was PinkGrey )
♦ Masuda likes pigs. ( Uhu..I hate pigs )
♦ Masuda has perfect eye vision.
♦ Masuda loves to eat and can cook. He learned from his sister.(I Barely cook well but love to eat)
♦ Masuda loves girls with pretty eyes. ( I want to have pretty eyes )
♦ Masuda is scared of dogs because he once got bitten when he was younger.
♦ Masuda is very sweet to his friends.
♦ Masuda used to take piano when he was younger but he quit after 2 years.
♦ Masuda has lots of muscle. His arms are like steel. ( Woah!)
♦ Masuda took care of Yuya Tegoshi when they were in Sweden. He sees Tegoshi as his brother.
♦ Masuda sometimes wear nail polish on his fingers.
♦ Masuda is scared of bugs.
♦ Masuda is talented in sports. (I’m pretty weak of sport-sport things)
♦ Masuda was in the soccer club for six years during elementary school, and was in the   basketball club during middle school.
♦ Masuda's favorite food is gyoza. This is something all the NewS members know.
♦ Masuda is very passive in love, the type of person who can't confess himself. If possible he'd like the girl to confess. He's also bad at asking for e-mail or phone numbers. (I’ll confess to you~)
♦ Masuda is skilled at rollerblade BMX.
♦ Masuda dream is to be a "big star". ( Me~want to be the precious Star for him~Huu)
♦ Masuda really respects Takizawa Hideaki (Takki & Tsubasa) and Kimura Takuya (SMAP).

I’ll like Massu the way I am. Hardly support him for his career though. I’m been talking like he was my shujin desou ne~ LOL

Actually, as usual I’m kind of have no sources to posting..Dakara I’m into revealing my kind feeling of crazy words and promising into it~ Kimochi..

Uh..

LOL

Mye’s no Shujin? ( LOL )

~AI~

AishiTerru YO

♪

♪ Again, again and again A new Blog Layout ♪

Ah..

It’s Again, and again A new layout..

Not only Julyachann ne already lost count to how many times I change my blog layout.. I’m also..Fuhh! I’m been searching for the matching color of pink-grey blog templates or some sort of that. Demo..I find nothing like..Uhmm, nothing like I want it to be.. At last with slow connection of Internet, I did mess-up my blog layout before I’m finally decide to choose this templates.

Before I choose and started work on this templates & all, my blog look like a war-field or something like that because I’m tried to keep the widget and the templates uploaded to my blog kind of…       Uh, what to say? Uhm..not suits the widget & make the blog look terrible..Don’t know how to explain either…Gomen.

Ano,

I’m kind of have no resources to post..Hahaha~ Dakara…It’s I’m keep changing the layout..And some more I feel bored each time I’m getting online..

Ah.

Actually the for this few days I only open my blog for Invited Blog Readers only.. The invited readers is only me..Obviously. Its my blog look not comfortable to have anyone to drop by anyway.. Dakara..It’s can’t be visited…

It’s really rise-up my blood pressure the period I’m working on new templates..There is so many obstacles to that. First, the internet was so slow, second : my Laptop charger can not be  connected,  and I can’t watch the Slave Hunter..(currently, I crave to watch this K-Drama & it’s really make me feel annoying that getting my mood gloomy )

The new blog templates is very simple. I also have no idea why I pick-up this templates.

Anyway..

I only write until here..

Ja!

♪ Jitsu wa Boku II♪

Sometimes, my wonder grew as I’m breathing, inhale and exhale more air.

What is the mean beneath the word of SINCERE, HONEST?

It’s me. I even could not to be sincere and honest all the way I am. Not like Julya or Ain-chan who’s bravely throw all their thought, feeling and stories out in their blogs. Uhm. They are very..Uh. I really admire them. Julya-chan wrote all the things crept-out from her minds and Ain-chan seem very putting the effort of expressing her emotion and feelings into her blog. Although, some time I didn’t take note what Ain-chan really and what the posts is really about. 

I never thought that I ever been truly sincere or honest to myself or even to the others.

Julya once confess to me that julya-chann.blogspot.com is a kind of life journal to her. So, that’s why she excitedly  giggle for blogging. I just said then, why don’t she use a Diary instead of a blog. Uh. Her answer was really intriguing me..A Diary will soon discovered and red by other..But a Blog will red by no others.. Oh. Really?

WHO AM I REALLY?

This is the Part II ( Jitsu wa Boku ).

I’m discovered that part of myself is still invisible. Perhaps, I still have no idea who I am really. At the age of over 20th now. Yeah. I am not a teenagers anymore. An early adults. But still, act like a teenagers. Hanging here, there and keep doing nonsense routine. Have no proper planning  towards building a bright future. Its give me a terrible headache sometimes to figure out what I am really in future.

~A PERSON WHO HAVE NO PASSION ~                                                  

It’s I knew that I have no passion towards all the things I do. Its silly me as just at this moment I realize that  throughout all these 3 years spending my time in completing Diploma in Hotel Management I’m actually have no passion for it and just come in my mind to complete the course. At last, the result is I found that to accommodate myself into hotel line is inconsiderably pretty hard. And there is no passion to live up an ambition for myself.

~I’M WITH MY DREAM WORLD ~                                                                                                                                                It’s I’m too busy with my dream world. Without an action a dream is impossible. Frankly, I didn’t have a really close friend from my childhood who you can called as Best Friends. Uh. May be, all this period I am feeling very secure by the fantasy of my mind. By now, I will have to find okane by myself and working by my own.

~AKUMA REALLY OF  MYSELF~                                                                                                                                              I never want to confess that I am an Akuma. But, well its really suits me. More or less. I getting so much bad than I thought now. Its I bad enough as :

I have no idea how many months now not seeing my mother or contact her. For not slapping my younger sister who run away from home and teach her the proper way to be a teenager. For hating my father who’s drunken and have no idea how to stop him. For my new family that the fact I’m feeling not comfortable enough to live with. Even they are really nice people. For my aunt that I’m so silly staying at under her roofs and lazy to give help over the business.

Ima, I’m trying to be honest to myself. To reveal the Real Face of me, so that I’m no longer in that insecure Fantasy World. I honestly don’t want to write so much bad things about myself in my blog.. It’s already make me feel kowai that so much bad attitude belong to me.

I don’t want to feel guilty. But its just into me sometimes. All the thing that happens.

Then..

Hereby is my confession.

There is  only that I want to write right now..An Akuma is what I want to overcome right now. The 3 things what I just wrote is somehow really what I am. I truly sorry for myself that its was me really.

Now..

At this moment..

and

To the future..

I want to be a new Myehunnn…without Akuma.

I will be, definitely! I might not can change the situation of my family. My dad who’s drinks, my sister not well behaved, my mom who’s I never heard now,my new family that is me can’t really make them a real family, and my self who’s swinging the mood all the way. I have no idea how I am in the future. But I want to be better than what I am now.

…

…………

Then…about my result of semester six of Idustrial Training..which is also the last semester of diploma in Hotel Management.. It’s quite okay. I got A- over the last minutes assignment, I didn’t sleep the night before I submit the report and was crazily  preparing for the presentation. I guess, its because my panel is doing so much good to my group and let me slip to pass. Thank You very much to Miss Jaz and Mdm Aishah. Domo Arigato.

…

Ja……Bai!

♪The train, Foods and Disappointments ♪

KIMCHI

KiMcHI..

I’m been craving to eat Kimchi..Well, by the single watch to it..several several days ago, I’m really into it. Uh. Waiting for a week to have a chance for the Kimchi that won my appetite. Go Kimchi! Go Kimchi! Yaa..Kimchi! I’m even didn’t taken any dinner or let other food slip into my stomach before for the precious Kimchi.

Ah.

Actually, before  I’m been into this Kimchi and all. I’m been YM to Julya, text to her about I’m wanting to go somewhere and somewhere which I’m not sure. Uhm, actually I give her some option to deal with. About I’m wanting to visit PC Fair at Mid Valley, Food Republic at Pavillion and to my limited budget I wanted to reach Bukit Tinggi or what I mean is Colmar Tropicale Resort. After all the discussion, with the little okane..Uh, I wish, really wish there would be chance for me to reach Colmar Tropicale Resort. Uh..

I know it’s quite impossible now, to reach the resort..Yeah. I understood.

She then asked me, “Is there something you want  to buy at PC Fair?”

Uhm..there something that I really want now..but for sure this poor Myehunn can’t afford it. Forget it then..

Food Republic ? “What you want to do there ?” I once have red that was so many types of foods there..Huuu, that’s really impress me.

“Umm. OISHI desu yo!” I love to express the statement to myself.

Then, “What I would like to have?”

Yaa..GO KIMCHI. KIMCHI! KIMCHI!

Goggling..and then Julya link me one of the restaurant web address. Its Seoul Garden that making feel me desperate to go for it. Hahaha. The webside itself make me furious. Its very attractive to me as I can have the “enormous” food. ENORMOUS which mean more than a lot I think. Yup. That’s I want! Eat-All-I-Can. Woah! Sugoi. And the Kimchi too.

But it’s located at One Utama, which a bit far from where I stayed now. Take me almost three hour to get there. But I’m already thrilled by my-desperate-temptation by the way. First, to reach there I have to take bus to KTM, ride KTM to KL Central and take U82 to One U.

It’s seem easier to me. But I really hate to wait.But, having me to wait for bus is still acceptable for me.

But KTM is really irritating sometime. After the long wait with the numerous of passengers crowding,trying to place yourself into the crowded KTM and suddenly in half way of journey, you will have to change train because of “maintenance problem”. Hurried under rains weather to the next KTM and still pushing yourself to get a place to stand inside the crowded train and then what more irritating, the train is still not moving. I’m very sorry for complaining all this about KTM. I’m not clear enough about your problem and system. Hope that you will improve your service. I believe your service will get better than this. At least I hope so, because I need it as I’m obviously doesn't have any driving license and just can lean on public transport to move or fly anywhere.  I really appreciate your effort to provide Ladies Coach. Thank you for the effort at least.

Uh.

Then, leave it then. I’m already at One U now. Ah..Where is Julya ? Uh, this poor me only can use public phone to contact her. I’m not sure where I’m now or more precisely at which wing am I now? This is my second visit to One U. I stood at Jusco ground floor or Cold Storage? Uh. Making Julya get a fuss over me as I said that clueless word ( Jusco at Cold Storage ).

Ah. When I was waiting for Julya, in front of the public phone then. I read some word of “DeliFrance”. Uh. Just heard somewhere I think. Ah. Come to think it’s Ain-chan work place at Sg Wang. Oh. Uhm. The tart there is really yummy looking. Minna-san go check this DeliFrance store if you craving for tarts or any pastries item. Yaaa!

Ah. I saw Julya by now. She looking there and here to spot where I am. “Oit! Hey!” Its greeting from me which is not really proper. Haha. She reached me now with the shyly smile. Haha. Then, asking her where is the Seoul Garden was. Uh. With the help of the touch-screen directory, it’s just situated at same wing at LG.

Ikimasu the journey to Seoul Garden for my craving Kimchi. Go Go..Yoah Woaa!

Reach at LG floor now..Where is the restaurant? After a walk and a more walk. Julya point me to something. “Weh, Isn’t this is the Seoul Garden?” I saw some pictures of grilled steak on a wall instead of a restaurant with a door or tables. Heh? Come nearer and I heard some machine sound and obviously its under maintenance and going to open soon.

Really disappointing.. no word to heal my temptation. It’s gone. My stomach already making so many sound. I guess it was Chopin inside. I’m not taking any dinner last night and no breakfast also this morning.  Having some Onigiri and Curry Puff to slow down the Chopin.

I still want Kimchi despite of all the disappointment. Heading to Food Court. After all, it’s still food court which we have always been. For the sake of okane, maybe.

Uh..

Where is Kimchi, that I’m been craving about.

Uhm. Found a stall there sells Korean Foods. But still, wandering inside with Julya looking for best and better price meals to grab. At last, its Kimchi Ramen set which served with tea, Seaweed soup, and Kimchi.

Uh. Come to taste the Kimchi Ramen. How to say…Uh. I thought it was a Malaysian Maggie not a Korean Ramen or some sort of that. The Kimchi doesn’t look very appetizing and not really gives some yummy taste. At last, I not able to describe “Oishi desu!”. What a waste really to spent my little budget on the ramen. Aaaak…

I have no idea what the name of meal Julya took..Its look like a Fried Rice with a fried eggs which she complaint that it was oishi ja nai and would rather ate sushi. Its already come to regret to both of us. Wasting the food….what a sin.

By now it’s already 1.30pm. I’m planing to leave at 4.00pm. Still got time to waste around..Huhu

Then, after wandering floor to floor inside the 1U, stop at Jusco to buy a bag ( to keep cloths ) that look like I’m planning to move-out.

Went to Daisho and grab a transparent-white-polka-dots umbrella. Oh, Julya no okaasan was there working. Oh. Ganbatte ne!

Then grab my Garnier face-wash and trying the 3-minutes massage ( It’s look like Ogawa Machine ). Its quite comfortable to have that machine to give a massage to you.

While we’re at washroom and standing in front of mirror, I am just taller than Julya was. ( Maybe I’m a bit taller than she was ) She seem not really satisfied with the fact and use the Weight & Tall-Teller-Machine ( It’s the name I thought is suitable to the machine. ) Huu..I’m really 2 inch more taller and sadly more weighed than she…Huuu..

It’s time for Diet now..Maybe, a Lollipop is a good companion now..

At 4.00pm I take my bus…bade a good bye to Julya as she heading to the curve from 1U by her own foot. Uh. She is really sugoi…Julya..YaaaAaak!

Reached at KL Central, staring at Genting Highland Bus. Ah. I just want to ride it. Crazy me.

Top-pup my Touch & Go card, do some withdrawal..check my account balance which is really under unsatisfying level now..

Drink some Marigold Chocolates and ride the overload KTM to my home..Then still have to ride bus to Kajang bus station from KTM and change bus to finally set my foot to walk home…

My journey to get a tempted Kimchi finally ended here and I’m no longer have a passion for more Kimchi now perhaps…

Ima..

Its ended here..the boring all-day shopping..and Kimchi…

Ja

Arigato for reading this post which is really disappointing..♪

Domo~

P/s : No Foods Pictures as my mobile was away from me.

 I’m been into this Makkuro Plushies also..even I’m had never found it..Aak