~In Study Week

Konichiwa~~

 

It’s a study week for me now~

 

Will seat for exam soon~

 

PCEIA exam..

or

Pre-Contract Examination for Insurance Agent

 

So many chapter to cover~

With the jargon & term I’ve never heard..

 

I am so confused now.

&

Worried bout my exam later.

 

Although, the passing mark is only 50%..

It’s..

T_T

We study bout 6 chapter today~

 

My brain~exhausted..

6 chapter is not a small number to me~

Compared to what I’ve study for my dip.

The utmost, is 2 chapter for a class, not a whole day~~

T_T

My brain not good enough to absorb all this~

Brain torture~~

 

 

And the chapter topic..

uh~

Taihen for me~

 

umm~~

 

Tomorrow, 

 

Have to study again.

Uh

I’m kind of, want to avoid study things.

 

( ^_^ )”//

Except for language, since my English is not excellent.

 

Ja.

Oyasumi~

ME Training~

 

ME

ME a.k.a Marketing Executive.

 

The Marketing Executive sound better..

Rather than my job general title.

 

 

At last I’m in training now.

 

Uh.

 

There are so many assessment on this job.

Yesterday just done the Written  assessment.

And upcoming Monday, I’m going to have the Script Role play assessment.

 

However, during this training , it feel that I’m back to College life.

Haha.

Yep.

There are a lots of presentation with mahjong paper, game, teamwork.

& assessment.

 

& product knowledge.

 

T_T

My finger, so slow with writing nowadays.

I just realize that.

May be, so long haven’t practice it ?

 

..

 

..

Got to study my script now~

Ja.

~Omedetou..

15th May.

I’ve been officially 22 years old now.

 

Haha.

 

When, I think back. During my very first year at secondary school I kept thinking.

Who I am will be when I’m reach the age of 20 above.

Kekkon suru?

A career woman?

..

 

A student?

..

Now, I’m a NEET.

Haha. That the answer.

If I can travel back to that time.

Should I say, “You are NEET when you reach the age of 22”

..

^^’’

 

Wonder if I had changed since then.

8 years before..

 

I’m such a shy girl.

..

 

Ima, still I am.

^^’’

 

..

Okaasan.

Domo Arigatou!

For delivering me to this “sekaii”..

 

I’m begging for your forgiveness.

For everything I’ve done.

 

Otoosan.

I’ve been wrong bout you.

You are great dad!

..

Forgive me.

…

 

Anyway.

Wish, all of us will be happy & healthy.

I wish to be wealthy girl too.

 

..

 

.

Today, my housemate do birthday celebration for me.

They invite me for Karaoke & Bowling..

None of this, interest me.

I would be a mannequin stood there.

So, I had to decline this.

Gomen ne.

 

..

I get a Handmade Cup Cake.

It’s so kawaii.

Still blowing the candle even, I already become 22 years old girl.

 

It’s Carrot Cake.

I love Carrot Cake.

And it’s totally in blue.aoi.cake.look.

Sugoii na.

It’s really a hand made cake.

T__T

Make me “touching”..

Staring at the cupcake..

TQ Chef Baker~~

 

..

Haha~

Purezento time~

(= ^_^ =)//

 

They, combine their purezento into this.

Wonder what’s is inside.

With those ribbon~

A bit heavy..

Oh, I forgot.

The Cup Cake + MC Donald delivery.

It’s our dinner B’day Celebration.

..

 

 

 

It’s Aoi-Sky-Mug..

Suki desu.

Arigatou Kak Jue~

 

\\( = ^_^ = )//

Banzai!!

Love this also.

Haha.

It’s so kawaii.

Massu look so cute inside ha?

Uhu~

Sankyuu~ Ms Conie

I want to buy the CD but not enough okane yet to buy..

Uh

..

 

 

Really looking for for this person purezento..

She kindly treat me for a beer drinks today..

Uhu..

 

Haven’t drink this so long.

Arigatou

^^

..

Her purezento..

Look at the ribbon style wrapping.

It’s kawaii deshou?

^^

..

Sky. Envelope.

Kawaii.

 

..

There is no doubt.

I like it.

Suki desu.

..

Here the purezento~

Never expect the purezento is a skirt.

Uhu~

I’m considering buying a boot now.

It’s  look nice with a boot..

..

 

I’m so thrilled when I saw this :

“Woah!, So live! So refreshing!”

Sugoii..

( = ^_^ = )//

Haha.

 

Why, he look so refreshing?

Aaaak~

Uhu~

Haha~

I wonder why?

The smile look so good.

His kao look so sweet.

Nande?

Why are you?

So sweet?

Sweet-Massu.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DAISUKI!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

My room wall is kind of empty..

 

And feels so good watching him..

Be there..

 

Haha..

 

Love it!

..

Sankyuu Julya!

 

&

my housemate too.

 

 

Sankyuu~

 

 

HAPPY-BIRTHDAY-

to anyone celebrating otanjoubi..

today.

 

..

 

( = ^_^ = )//

Ja.

 

Bye. Bye.

Eiga o mitte~

 

Want watch movie..

 

( ^_^ )//

 

Ureshi!

I got my netto line back!

So, today I managed download  two movie.

 

1.Taiyou no Uta

2.Chonmage Purin.

 

Taiyou no Uta is a bit boring.

Haha. I should look at the actor/actress first before download.

Just download it randomly, by looking at the title.

 

 

 

Taiyou no Uta.

Mean, A Song to the sun or Song of the Sun.

Wakaranai.

^^”

Recently, although there is no sun at night. I feel so atsui.

Sweating when I asleep, sweating when watchin terebi,

sweating when I eating.

Wonder, if I’ve fallen sick..

Uh..

Oh, talk bout Taiyou no Uta.. I haven't finish watching it yet.

It’s quite slow motion movie..

So, I watch Chonmage Purin first.

Ah. Here there movie summary goes :

A girl with XP illness ( allergy to the sun ), didn't attend school,

love to sang, active during night & sleep during day.

One day she met, a high school student, who’s love to sea surfing.

The story begin… ( I just know this )

 

..

If I can sing to the Sun,

Please, slow down, ur Sunny Sun Shine just a little bit..

A little bit..

Sankyuu~

 

Next..

 

..

Chonmage Purin?

Samurai Puding ka?

Haha. Nishikido Ryo is the actor.

Look funny :)

The little boy in that movie look so cute :)

Ryo-kun a samurai from Edo Period, travel through time-

180 year to arrive in present day Japan.

He then meets divorcee Hiroko & her son Tomoya.

He ends up working for Hiroko as a housemaid in return for food and shelter.

One day, he starts to make pastries for Tomoya, which leads to Yasube become

popular patissier. In the process the three become very close,

but the moment they must say good bye also draws near..

 

I haven’t finish watching this movie also.

Netto line was interrupted when I was just bout to finish download the second episode.

Uh..

Just another few minutes needed to finish download this episode.

uh..

 

But, I did watch a little bit from episode 1..

& the Pudding in that movie look so oishii~

I feel want to eat sweet things right away~

Haha.

 

That’s it for now.

..

 

Ja.

Caramel Pudding..

^^

Amai~

~A Telemarketer?

Today.

 

Wake-up so late.

 

My eyes still sleepy.

I’m not sure, if I want go for this Agency-interview.

Well, it a “Telemarketer Job” the Agency offering..

 

& “MARKETING + SALE”

It’s sound tough to my ear.

 

Uh.

 

I still remember back then, in Campus.

Although, simple class presentation.

I messed it up.

How I’m going to convince people to buy my products.

..

But, I’m jobless now~

Stop thinking. At least I should give it a try.

 

..

Thinking I should be positive.

This Agency, however, remind me of the building that I’ve tried to sneak-in.

Even, I’m not dare to sneak-in. But, with my room mate, I did, once long time ago.

It’s fun. & really memorable.

Haha.

..

 

I was not very sure if I want to attend the interview with the company by today..

Have not enough preparation.

I need to compose new script.

..

But, if I postpone to tomorrow..my mind might change. I may end up with absence.

 

So, bout 2pm I’ve finally arrived at the company office. After, walking under hot sunshine,

sweating my body, & KL is a bit confusing for me.

The road. The Building. Is confusing.

Uh.

At last, manage to get there.

I’m get shocked when I walk-in into the office..

..

..

In my mind it would be environment with people busy doing their own job.

Once, I get in..

I heard people, cheering, laughing, clapping hand.

Wondering if they are celebrating birthday there.

 

..

Once again with assessment.

Here the interview session goes..

There is one candidate with me in a room..with interviewer.

Doki doki..

Now, I’m sweating to coldness.

Kinchou shita..

..

I think Julya is better than me~

Uh.

..

I kind of have no idea of the ‘script’..

 

What is SALE?

^^”

Shiranai.

 

Why you choose Telemarketer Sale?

“I’m jobless. Uh.”

I heard the candidate beside me said so.

Uh~hu~uh~ I’m so glad for not speak-it-out-loud.

I just whispered it in my heart.

I get second turn.

After, she being interviewed, then it will be my turn.

..

Huh~ It’s a relieve.

I can listen, & not to repeat the mistake she make.

Somehow, the way she spoken, it quite convincing.

 

..

After interview~

We suppose to do role play, selling a mobile phone through phone calls, to the interviewer.

..

Keep selling until he say “I will buy”.

..

Uh?

The person, next to me had to start first.

So, I can’t said the same things like she is..

 

Then, just remembered, DOCOMO~

So, I promote the Docomo special features.

The interviewer said, he give me a big applause, to have that ideas.

Saying, it’s quite first time he heard that answer..

But, I’ve to tune-up my voice..

I’m nervous..

My voice is quite shaky I think..Obviously

Seem, he never heard of DOCOMO before..

It was not an idea, I’m giving, it’s a fact.

..

Thought, that I’m finished there..

& could hurry back.

But, then another interview with the manager.

 

..

…

Speechless..

As usual, somebody, will suspect me, as a foreigner.

He, thought I’m a Philippines with my accent.

My English, that bad?

T_T

..

I want take Extra-Classes on English..

now..

It’s horrible..

Feel horrible…

..

T_T

.

..

My hand is terribly cold when I shake hand with the person.

No firm hand shake.

..

..

I’m not sure bout the chance bout getting this job.

The other candidates look better..

 

 

Uh~

..

 

Shinpai~~

 

Oh.

Finally I know, why they are celebrating~

The team manage to hit the target…

..

In Supended Status now~

Currently.

My internet has been suspended.

Uh.





The bill is not up to RM 200 yet..

 I don't understand why they want to suspend my account.

It's not that much yet, right?
Really want my internet line back. So hard to live without internet.
:(


 Today, the RK Agency call for the next process of recruitment.
And, right after that, the MJ Agency text  me to organise the second interview for a company located at Putrajaya.

But, the appointment with RK agency is on this Saturday &  unable to change the date also..




I should go for the next interview ka?
The second interview with that company, scheduled on next Tuesday.
Frankly, I'm not really confident if I can pass this interview.
I'm not confident with my English, my skill also..
But, I want to give it a try..
Doshiyou??


Ne, I should sign the contract RK agency ka?
What if I breach the contract later?
Got no money to pay also...




Tasukette~




I need advice ASAP..






Hun desu

A Treat~

( ^ 0 ^ )//

Sankyuu~

Julya-chan, arigatou for treating me some oishii food.

Ureshi ne~

Glad I can have the Miso~syru.

Oishii!

Tomi?

It’s sound like a person name..

^^”

Wakaranai~

But, Tomi~ oshii!

Miso~shiru..

Totemo ureshi! Can have this!

 

I should buy, the instant Miso~shiru for my Rice-course accompaniment~

^^

It would be great!

 

 

When, I make a fuss on what I should cook for dinner.

Somebody, told me to cook Agedashi toufu.

It look simple to cook this.

But, still I’m lazy.

This is my first time tried this Agedashi toufu.

So soft & smooth texture.

..

The texture goes same with Chawanmushi.

But, it has a bit weird smell.

^^”

But, with the chilli powder & soy sauce..

Then, only I can finish this..

It’s look oishi ne?

 

It’s already May~

Shinpai ii ne..

Yep. Feel  bit worried.

Um..

Where should I go tomorrow?

Uh? I have not yet pay my Astro bill..

^^”

Totally forgot.

…

..

And my cheque..

Not in cash monetary yet.

Should open Maybank account ka?

..

..

Bored..

Tsumanee~

 

..

..

Bye,\\( @ _ @ )

Julya-chan, arigatou.

Maji de?

Ohayo.

Maji de?

I’m gain weight again?

Less exercise, sleep frequently, & eat a lot.

Hait.Gain weight.

I’m taking more effort on finding food than, finding a job..

 

Uh.

My stomach. Muffin top. It’s look like that.

Uh. Doshiyou?

I almost broken now, with shopping buying, groceries & daily foods

I am broken..

I keep buying things when I’m stressed..

& eat. Eat. Eat..

Um.  Sausage Mc Muffin.. taste better.

^^”

Cheezy Egg Bun~ I can only taste the tamago than the cheese topping..

 

Sometime, I love eat Curry Mee~ Oishii~

Oishii..

 

..

Bored. This only, I can have now..

Can’t afford eating Japanese food right now~

I want bento~

Super delicious bento~

Waiting for somebody to treat me :)

 

..

..

Night Market wandering~

I kind of don’t know what to do here..

Too crowded, although the pic doesn’t really show that.

Headache~

..

..

 

Uhu. April, is already ended. Mean, I’ve already received my Pay Cheque. Nanka, ureshi! :)

But, today is weekend, so I cant bank-in the cheque yet.

Oh. I forgot the deposit machine. Can use that. Haha.

Need money~

 

Still jobless around May?

Uh. Shiranai~

I already attended to  the interview calls from the other agency.

At first, I’m not so sure, which company the agency represent for..

Uh?  I’m kind of blurred when I heard this company name.

Haha. Maji de? The company?

Somebody will be rolling on the floor laughing at me, if she know this company..

The agency, already arrange a second interview with the company..

Meanwhile, the other agency have not yet call for second interview..

Doshiyou ?

Shall I proceed the to the next interview with the company?

..

?

 

um.

Sleepy now. With all the activities few days before this.. I’m tired with wasting money.

I really, really want to do some study on Japan language while I’m a NEET..

However, I’m not sure, why I’m already wandering in Shopping Complex..

Instead of studying..

..

 

..

Ja.

 

Oyasumi. It’s already 2.00am now~

:)