Off~Day

Since I felt as everyday working & only one day off the whole week and sometime after ten days working. I just really desperately looking for the off day.

Waiting. Waiting and waiting.

Yep.

Today, finally.

Off day & Planning.

Below shows  some sort or quite a lot of things I wanted to accomplish in just one whole day.

1. Kaimono.

2. Going back home.

3. Sleep one whole day.

4. Watching TV.

5. Do my house-cleaning.

6. Internet surfing. ( Want to download some anime..& Massu photos)

7. Open May Bank account.

8. Wash my shoes.

9. Cook some healthy & oishii dishes. ( Not only Instant Noodle or eggs..Wuh)

10. Repair my mobile.

I should spend the precious Off-Day more wisely! Yep..I know that.

It is quite wasting for me to wake-up early. Huh. That was what my mind told me when I open my eyes about 8 o’clock in the morning. Wuh, I’m sleeping until it was mid-day already. Such, a girl am I right ?

Get bath, then do washing, watching TV, eat some instant noodle, take a little nap after that..Wuh, not enough sleep yet?

Thinking of going back to my aunt house, but anyhow I just cancelled it as soon I know there is some other guest in their house. It’s because I’m just not being comfortable to be asks what I am doing now. In my opinion they has the higher curiosity on what other been doing or more known as B type Body.

Uh. Gomen ne for the statement. Quite harsh though. I just couldn’t imagine it.

Then, about the kaimono..

Well, okane some sort of the most important thing to consider. I really want to give a visit to Time Square. Haha..Recently after receive salary I’m been craving to have new bags, shoes, cloths & even skirts. Wuh, come to think about it I would at least spend $100 on a single shopping. Or more when plus to foods. Its really cram give me a second thought of it. Cost. And Cost.

I just could advise my self then. Next month ne Mye. Yup. Next month for Kaimono when receive the salary. I’ll let you have the pretty lace & frilly dress. Oh, shoes & Bags or even oshii foods also. That’s all the console words I have..Uhuk..

Uh.

No Kaimono~ T.T

I would not open my new bank account now.. Next month perhaps. Well, I just lend some okane to somebody. Since, I am working now.

I even not repair my mobile. Lazy to go out now.

Just watching TV, download anime, and do house-core.

I wish I can watch from Astro for that anime. But my work time is not in consistent shift. So, it’s better I download it. To use up the 8 gb download usage. Demo, its quite slow to download, take about 1-2hour for an episode. Wuh..

Guess how many hour I have to wait..Nanka?

I’m only download several episode at the moment.

There is one J-drama that I feel had some crush on recently..

SOTSU-UTA.

Which mean Graduation Song.

I still considering to attend  my Graduation Day or not. There is several condition that creeping in my mind now that keep my away from it.

Probably watching this Sotsu-Uta will change my mind. Who knows ne.

Perhaps..

Yes.

Perhaps..

Not.

T.T

Shiranai ne~

Actually Sotsu-Uta has 4 different stories 4 days in a row to make up this mini drama series with each story being based on a different graduation themed song. And Massu plays a lovely country boy who for some reason seems to be friends with a girl who is a bit of a self-centered wants to be radio personality in Stories 4 ("Sotsugyou Shashin" (Graduation Photo) ).

Graduation Photo~

Once in my life only maybe~

Wuh~

Am I being bothered with photo? Well, maybe not. I just missing some of them. Missing Kimochi. Haha..

I would never thought would have this kind of feeling in future when I was still in Campus life. Wuh..

It’s going to be memory ne.

Even maybe..

Wasuretai~

Wasuretakatta..

Once time ago, when I had a hard time. Feel like  subete wo wasuretai.

Wasuretai demo wasuretakunai.

Wuh..

End of OFF-DAY now~

Ja..mata ne~

 

Hanashi~

Hanashi~

One month is over and I’m completely not show-up in my blog. No post. No visit also.

There is lot of hanashi I want to post, from piano guy, College Interns Students, Money, Hunger, Cakes, falling-down, GM, Midnight Home, Bus & Pervert, Waitress to Bartender..

Uh. Then, I just straight back home instead of drag my foot to Cyber Cafe. During this Ramadhan it’s really a damn tiring works.

There is several time already I’m thinking of quitting on this job.

I guess I had to hang on there until I can find another better job. Or else when I already feet boring. Or lazy. Huh. Sometime I had to force myself to work ne. What a lazy person I am ne. At least I had never take any MC yet. Should be grateful, that I’m genki person desou ne.

The Hanashi already lame ne. Had no interest anymore.

Recently I just realize that I had problem with sleep. Uh. Sometime I can’t sleep. Yesterday night, after posting p1~Irasshaimase I can’t sleep. Although, had force my eyes to sleep..I’m still not sleeping. The whole night no sleep & work at 8.00am in the morning. Luckly, I can went back early today that is around 5.00pm. Then go for food kaimono and as soon I arrived home after climbing to 5th floor. I’m totally exhausted. I can only sleep when I am in terrible tiredness. Maybe I’m not suit myself to the schedule yet ?

Uh..

Tonight I must had a good sleep. Wuh..After what happen today. As consequence to that “sleep problem” I had to move & work every second. If not, although just standing quietly I can fall asleep without me to notice it. Had anybody been in the same condition?

Wuh..

Sleeping beauty~

Sleep~

Oyasumi nasai ^ ^

 

 

p1~ Irasshaimase!

Yokatta~

Fuh~

I had my own broadband now! Yaaa~ Instead  of  using somebody else wireless network. Finally I got my own. It’s really make me excited. Huhu. More over I bought it with my first salary. Maybe I am over exaggerating bout it.

Its been more than a month I didn’t update my blog. Some Onee-chan said my blog dusty already. Yep. Uh. Its true ne. I just realize it when I check-out some other blogs.

Woah~ Julya-chan always come out with new layout with a professional-web-look to me. Woah! It’s sugoi! Kawaii & .. Lovely ne~ With KATTUN always ~

Check-out my Broadband picture below~

Isn’t it look like an antenna ?

I hope this Broadband didn’t make such nonsense problem to me ne. Oh. Sou ne.. Actually this Broadband come with CD. After buying and walk away from the p1 Centre. Its Julya-chan suddenly make me furious with the CD installing & all. Turn back to the Centre and uttering the question. The guy just don’t understand what us trying to ask actually. Uh.

I had a net book which had no CD Drive. Uh. So, I can’t install the software needed for the broadband ne. That what we mean bout. Then, the guy next him just ask what Window you are using now? I use the Window Xp lor for my little brain of net book. He just explain needed CD for Window Vista not for my old Window. Huh~ Yokatta.

The p1 come with a little box case in black and some green color of picture. Had no picture of it ne. Gomen. Had no camera. Haha. Even the picture above I stole it from web. Uh~

Oh. I’m off today. Almost the whole day I sleep. Enough sleep already. About 12 hour.

Enough sleep but I’m still greed of it. I want to sleep more and more. Until text message coming and written “Uff. What you doin today?”

I had doing nothing. Actually planning to sleep all day. But when to think again. It will be a waste of a precious OFFDAY ! Dakara, I just think it’s the time for me to get the broadband. Right before my salary disappeared & gone by all way it can without me to notice it. Uh. Easy go & hard to obtain.

Arigatou ne Julya-chan for accompanying me. I had no clear direction of how 1u is. Make me confuse sometime. Is that p1 Centre? Hidden & small place beside Jusco back exit? Haha.

After buying broadband.. Eating time!

My stomach even singing all around waiting for Julya-chan ne. 

Finally met her and her onee-chan at MCD and planning to buy GCB. At last eating bento at some restaurant, so called Shijin. ( Shijin desou ka?I didn’t take notice what the restaurant name is or what food I’m ordered. ) Before that we stop by at a Korean Best restaurant called BBQ… I didn’t remember it either. Its just quite expensive for m. So, even we already been be seated inside the restaurant, we ran away after food prices considering. Haha..

Finally..

I arrived at my room.. pluck-in the p1 and hope everything goes well. Installing…

Installing…

Yaattaa!

This finally come-up..

Coverage Locater ?

I’m not understand much ne. Is it mean this area covered with coverage?

Sou des ka?

Uh.

Wakaranai~

Tomorow again I’ll work morning shift. Hard to wake-up ne. Hope can go back early tomorrow. Want go for food kaimono tomorrow. Raya around the corner now. Just another couple few days left and I had to work. Huu~ I don’t mind working on that day~

Uh..Its really takes long time for me to compose this post ne~

Hard to express thought in wordings nowadays..

I’ll post some of bunch of stories later ne.

Ja~

Kimochi~ sweet.. Feel easy now.. I had something to waste my time on now~

 

~ End of July and The work

July.

Yup. It finished. Yup, the salary is out already. Uh, I just keep thinking its not enough really. But  when I just think that it was only 8 hours working and compared to the work I've done and the salary, at last maybe its quite reasonable. Yup maybe. Maybe.

Next month going to be a fasting month. Uh. Its horrible for me. I'll be busy and get a pairs of eye bags  which I really hate about.

Uh.

Food from kitchen sometime is so slow ne. That the hardest part. You'll get scolded by guest. Then, smile and apologize is the thing you must do. Uhuk... I'm crying inside my heart. 

But there are some guest whom is quite good in person. They always said thanks and not to be fussy, polite, and some more very generous to give me tips. Hahaha. Daisuki yo. Even, called my name. ( Thanks Mye, this is for you. ) To hand-up the tips to me. Arigatou ne. 

Um.

Some more, when I met guest and taking their order. The most question they will ask is where I come from?

Eh. Eh, I mumbling inside my heart. I'm Malaysian. What the hell you think I am? Uh. I really don't like the question. They thought I am a Thai, or Philippine or Cambodia.

Uhuk... 

Oh, today my F&B manager do the Crepe Suzette flambe' demo to all of us. It's just keep me remind to my lecturer Mr S. He look better and smart when do the flambe' compared to my manager. Hahaha. Its something I'm proud about. Huhuhu. My lecturer is better. Hahaha. Oh, then I'm just kind of miss him and the practical class and the fellows friends. 

Actually we do have briefing everyday. But, not everyday I'm attended the briefing. Have to standby at the Terrace ne. 

Oh.

I forgot to mention the food. Yup. The Cafeteria food or staff's meals. Um, actually I'm not a very picky person when it's comes to food. So, I guess it just nice. I am a girl who love to eat. Hahaha. No wonder my weight increased nowadays. Hahaha. 

Nee..

The craves over the Korean food is not finished yet actually. Yup. I'm still strive for it. (Ne, Kira-chan, I'm already invite you over. Wakata ne, you are busy. Then I'll go hunting it some days. Julya also not confirm yet if she can go. )

Uh.

Today, I caught by flu. Uh. Feeling not really comfortable. 

Aaaak~

Tomorrow have to wake up early. I'm working for morning shift. Uh. But I'll leave early also ne.

Wonder, how many months or days more I'll stand for this job..

Quit. Yup. I'm planing into it.

Sore, Ja.

Ta Daa~ 

I’ll be a part timers~

Moshi-Moshi~

I’m really unemployed now~

And currently my cash flow isn’t very supportive now..

Dakara, a part time work may do me much goods..

Uh..

I’m  not sure if I’m up to GSA position.. (Guest Service Assistant ). Uhm…really I’m not a easy-to-mingle with peoples. I could try really, step by step ne..

Oh, gomen ne. Actually I’m just reluctantly spread the news to the peoples that keep asking what I’m going to do here at Damansara, saying that I want work at 5 star hotel at OneU. I’m still in the path of creating my goals now. Yup, I should have a goals since I was in secondary school. I admit it’s a mistake of mine. Wasting time too much on unnecessary things. Moreover, with my shyness or more accurately the lack of confident personality, I’m still unable to  track which career suits me the best.

Well~

Actually now, I am not a GSA..I am just a part timers at the TERRACE~ at Royale.

Hahaha~

I’m not sure whether it would be a decent job for a diploma holder~  Well, have to admit it was not a decent job now. But it just kind of result on a desperate condition~ Hahaha..

I’m hurried-up to HR department to attend the appointment which at 3.00 pm and I’m only arrived at 3.30 pm. Huh~

Then, Ganbatte for me at the TERRACE~

Oh.

I kind of feel uneasy people asking about my working place & the title of my position. It’s I felt like they are judging me~ Yup. Judging on how the work suits my diploma & so on. I don’t have any idea of grand-title&salary-jobs for a diploma holder~ Which I felt my family members expect me to.

For me a decent job means that you yourself must have a passion on the job. Every moment you have to like the job and put on effort on the job. Yup. Salary is must be okay also. Hahaha~

Uh.

Actually I’m a very shy person.

There is my goals there. Yup. At the moment my goals is to THROW AWAY THE SHYNESS & BUILD-UP CONFIDENCE LEVEL~

Hahaha~ I’m unable to throw away the shyness during my internship. Failed.

I should train myself in the periods of part times jobs then. Again and over again.

Wish me Best of Luck then~

CloverPOWER ON!

GANBARIMASU~

Massu~ cheer me up when I’m tired ne..

Ganbarimasu Myehunn~

 

~Lets Celebrate..Yaaa!

Happ~

PPy~

Birthhh~

Dayss~

To Youuuu~

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to Taka-san~

Happy Birthday to you~

Lets sing in Japanese~

Haapi baasudee tsuu yuu haapi baasudee tsuu yuu...

Haapi baasudee tsu Taka-san~

Haapi baasudee tsuu yuu~

Uh~ Haha~

Ureshii~

Daisuki!

Omishiro ne Taka-san~ Celebrate with you now~ (Haha, although just in my dream now)..

My only dream to bake Taka-san a cake~ Uh.. ^ ^

Otanjoubi Omedetou ne~ Taka-san. You are a grown-up man now~ Yaaa! Um..Its Taka-san 24th birthday~ Huhu..Have a very nice 24th Birthday ne~ Ganbatte Taka-san. Haha~ Ganbatte on your career~ Take very good care of your health ne~ Um..watch what you eat, don’t easily get cold~

Once in a while please appear in my real life ne~ Onegai!

Huhu~ My only sugar bun~

Aishiterru ne~

My wishes for you on this year~

TAKA-SAN listen here~

M~ MASSU-CHAN to TAKA-SAN be happy always & take a very good care of your health ne~

A~  AI from Taka-san  fans will be increase. Yaaa! I’m still here~ For the Ai~

S~ SOLO~ Uh, maybe I’m will be a bit jealous if Taka-san not solo on this year. Um. Solo-Album is encouraged of course but please stay solo in relationship till I get the chance to meet you ne. (Uh..selfish desou ne, uhm..gomen. )

S~SMILE AWAYS~ Taka-san smiles is extraordinary~ Daisuki-yo~ Etto, uh, I hope Taka-san only smiles when you feel happy ne~ When you’re in gloomy mood, don’t force yourself to smile~ It’s mean being cruel to yourself ne, do whatever you can to express your emo-out. Cry is absolutely nothing when you are really sad…

U~Unlimited Ai~ to grow on Taka-san ne. I want to keep it in my kokoro~ (The time, the interviewer person ask about my bf~ Haha..Its slip through my head..the pic of Taka-san. )

One day, I really hope to meet Taka-san.

Huhu~

A dream to chase on~ Aitaii ne!

Humming the Ai no Uta..

Daisuki~

Taka-san Aishiteruu~

Oh.

On  3th July is my cousin birthday,  Salam~ He just turn into 7th years old. A day before Massu birthday and in different year.

Otanjoubi Omedetou to him also~ Huhu..Be a kakoi like Taka-san ne~ Haha..

Happy Birthday~Salam..

He also get a presento of his craves ne..At his age. What can be a craves things to have for a young boy like he? Can you guess?

Guess..

Guess…

Hahaha..

A bicycle~

Here is he with his shortness of height & trying to ride a bicycle so hardly. I thought this is the first time he had a bicycle without the four-wheel lor~ Seem like he going to fell down when riding the bicycle ne.. Be carefull ne~

Omedetou~

Ah, I just give he a simple presento~ Haha..Lack of okane then~

Now, its already 2am when I’m posting this post. I can’t make it sharp on twelve to wish Taka-san a birthday. Huh, the line is not so good enough until just now.

~

Anyway~

Otanjoubi Omedetou to both person I loved~

Huuu~

Lets dance~ Hahaha..

And sing Ai no Uta~

Sore, Ja~

 

~ I am a shy person

Uh.


I'm already go for job hunting & interview.


In the hospitality line ne.


Finding a place to work.


The interviewer just conclude me as a 'soft' person.


Judging whether I'm able to cope with the hotel work, work overtime, sacrifice my time (He asked whether, I would mind if then I can't spend much time with bf )..


What is my goal in this industry.


Well, my goal is...


To earn money..obviously


So I just conclude that I want to be a manager in a specific period.


It's more kind of motivate session rather than an interview session.


What I'm supposed to say in front of guest.


Some sort of that..


Um.


Actually I'm a shy person. That's the hardest things. 


Looking at my face & you will knew it.


Shyness..


Actually..


I'm would like to apologize to Julya-chan. Um..Julya-chan gomen ne. Honto ne gomen.


The trouble I'm cause you.


I'm just have no idea nowadays whether the decision of moving-out is the very right things to do.
But, I'm not regretting it.I'm just regret that it may cause you a trouble.   




...


Yours faithfully,


Mye~