~ End of July and The work

July.

Yup. It finished. Yup, the salary is out already. Uh, I just keep thinking its not enough really. But  when I just think that it was only 8 hours working and compared to the work I've done and the salary, at last maybe its quite reasonable. Yup maybe. Maybe.

Next month going to be a fasting month. Uh. Its horrible for me. I'll be busy and get a pairs of eye bags  which I really hate about.

Uh.

Food from kitchen sometime is so slow ne. That the hardest part. You'll get scolded by guest. Then, smile and apologize is the thing you must do. Uhuk... I'm crying inside my heart. 

But there are some guest whom is quite good in person. They always said thanks and not to be fussy, polite, and some more very generous to give me tips. Hahaha. Daisuki yo. Even, called my name. ( Thanks Mye, this is for you. ) To hand-up the tips to me. Arigatou ne. 

Um.

Some more, when I met guest and taking their order. The most question they will ask is where I come from?

Eh. Eh, I mumbling inside my heart. I'm Malaysian. What the hell you think I am? Uh. I really don't like the question. They thought I am a Thai, or Philippine or Cambodia.

Uhuk... 

Oh, today my F&B manager do the Crepe Suzette flambe' demo to all of us. It's just keep me remind to my lecturer Mr S. He look better and smart when do the flambe' compared to my manager. Hahaha. Its something I'm proud about. Huhuhu. My lecturer is better. Hahaha. Oh, then I'm just kind of miss him and the practical class and the fellows friends. 

Actually we do have briefing everyday. But, not everyday I'm attended the briefing. Have to standby at the Terrace ne. 

Oh.

I forgot to mention the food. Yup. The Cafeteria food or staff's meals. Um, actually I'm not a very picky person when it's comes to food. So, I guess it just nice. I am a girl who love to eat. Hahaha. No wonder my weight increased nowadays. Hahaha. 

Nee..

The craves over the Korean food is not finished yet actually. Yup. I'm still strive for it. (Ne, Kira-chan, I'm already invite you over. Wakata ne, you are busy. Then I'll go hunting it some days. Julya also not confirm yet if she can go. )

Uh.

Today, I caught by flu. Uh. Feeling not really comfortable. 

Aaaak~

Tomorrow have to wake up early. I'm working for morning shift. Uh. But I'll leave early also ne.

Wonder, how many months or days more I'll stand for this job..

Quit. Yup. I'm planing into it.

Sore, Ja.

Ta Daa~ 

I’ll be a part timers~

Moshi-Moshi~

I’m really unemployed now~

And currently my cash flow isn’t very supportive now..

Dakara, a part time work may do me much goods..

Uh..

I’m  not sure if I’m up to GSA position.. (Guest Service Assistant ). Uhm…really I’m not a easy-to-mingle with peoples. I could try really, step by step ne..

Oh, gomen ne. Actually I’m just reluctantly spread the news to the peoples that keep asking what I’m going to do here at Damansara, saying that I want work at 5 star hotel at OneU. I’m still in the path of creating my goals now. Yup, I should have a goals since I was in secondary school. I admit it’s a mistake of mine. Wasting time too much on unnecessary things. Moreover, with my shyness or more accurately the lack of confident personality, I’m still unable to  track which career suits me the best.

Well~

Actually now, I am not a GSA..I am just a part timers at the TERRACE~ at Royale.

Hahaha~

I’m not sure whether it would be a decent job for a diploma holder~  Well, have to admit it was not a decent job now. But it just kind of result on a desperate condition~ Hahaha..

I’m hurried-up to HR department to attend the appointment which at 3.00 pm and I’m only arrived at 3.30 pm. Huh~

Then, Ganbatte for me at the TERRACE~

Oh.

I kind of feel uneasy people asking about my working place & the title of my position. It’s I felt like they are judging me~ Yup. Judging on how the work suits my diploma & so on. I don’t have any idea of grand-title&salary-jobs for a diploma holder~ Which I felt my family members expect me to.

For me a decent job means that you yourself must have a passion on the job. Every moment you have to like the job and put on effort on the job. Yup. Salary is must be okay also. Hahaha~

Uh.

Actually I’m a very shy person.

There is my goals there. Yup. At the moment my goals is to THROW AWAY THE SHYNESS & BUILD-UP CONFIDENCE LEVEL~

Hahaha~ I’m unable to throw away the shyness during my internship. Failed.

I should train myself in the periods of part times jobs then. Again and over again.

Wish me Best of Luck then~

CloverPOWER ON!

GANBARIMASU~

Massu~ cheer me up when I’m tired ne..

Ganbarimasu Myehunn~

 

~Lets Celebrate..Yaaa!

Happ~

PPy~

Birthhh~

Dayss~

To Youuuu~

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to Taka-san~

Happy Birthday to you~

Lets sing in Japanese~

Haapi baasudee tsuu yuu haapi baasudee tsuu yuu...

Haapi baasudee tsu Taka-san~

Haapi baasudee tsuu yuu~

Uh~ Haha~

Ureshii~

Daisuki!

Omishiro ne Taka-san~ Celebrate with you now~ (Haha, although just in my dream now)..

My only dream to bake Taka-san a cake~ Uh.. ^ ^

Otanjoubi Omedetou ne~ Taka-san. You are a grown-up man now~ Yaaa! Um..Its Taka-san 24th birthday~ Huhu..Have a very nice 24th Birthday ne~ Ganbatte Taka-san. Haha~ Ganbatte on your career~ Take very good care of your health ne~ Um..watch what you eat, don’t easily get cold~

Once in a while please appear in my real life ne~ Onegai!

Huhu~ My only sugar bun~

Aishiterru ne~

My wishes for you on this year~

TAKA-SAN listen here~

M~ MASSU-CHAN to TAKA-SAN be happy always & take a very good care of your health ne~

A~  AI from Taka-san  fans will be increase. Yaaa! I’m still here~ For the Ai~

S~ SOLO~ Uh, maybe I’m will be a bit jealous if Taka-san not solo on this year. Um. Solo-Album is encouraged of course but please stay solo in relationship till I get the chance to meet you ne. (Uh..selfish desou ne, uhm..gomen. )

S~SMILE AWAYS~ Taka-san smiles is extraordinary~ Daisuki-yo~ Etto, uh, I hope Taka-san only smiles when you feel happy ne~ When you’re in gloomy mood, don’t force yourself to smile~ It’s mean being cruel to yourself ne, do whatever you can to express your emo-out. Cry is absolutely nothing when you are really sad…

U~Unlimited Ai~ to grow on Taka-san ne. I want to keep it in my kokoro~ (The time, the interviewer person ask about my bf~ Haha..Its slip through my head..the pic of Taka-san. )

One day, I really hope to meet Taka-san.

Huhu~

A dream to chase on~ Aitaii ne!

Humming the Ai no Uta..

Daisuki~

Taka-san Aishiteruu~

Oh.

On  3th July is my cousin birthday,  Salam~ He just turn into 7th years old. A day before Massu birthday and in different year.

Otanjoubi Omedetou to him also~ Huhu..Be a kakoi like Taka-san ne~ Haha..

Happy Birthday~Salam..

He also get a presento of his craves ne..At his age. What can be a craves things to have for a young boy like he? Can you guess?

Guess..

Guess…

Hahaha..

A bicycle~

Here is he with his shortness of height & trying to ride a bicycle so hardly. I thought this is the first time he had a bicycle without the four-wheel lor~ Seem like he going to fell down when riding the bicycle ne.. Be carefull ne~

Omedetou~

Ah, I just give he a simple presento~ Haha..Lack of okane then~

Now, its already 2am when I’m posting this post. I can’t make it sharp on twelve to wish Taka-san a birthday. Huh, the line is not so good enough until just now.

~

Anyway~

Otanjoubi Omedetou to both person I loved~

Huuu~

Lets dance~ Hahaha..

And sing Ai no Uta~

Sore, Ja~

 

~ I am a shy person

Uh.


I'm already go for job hunting & interview.


In the hospitality line ne.


Finding a place to work.


The interviewer just conclude me as a 'soft' person.


Judging whether I'm able to cope with the hotel work, work overtime, sacrifice my time (He asked whether, I would mind if then I can't spend much time with bf )..


What is my goal in this industry.


Well, my goal is...


To earn money..obviously


So I just conclude that I want to be a manager in a specific period.


It's more kind of motivate session rather than an interview session.


What I'm supposed to say in front of guest.


Some sort of that..


Um.


Actually I'm a shy person. That's the hardest things. 


Looking at my face & you will knew it.


Shyness..


Actually..


I'm would like to apologize to Julya-chan. Um..Julya-chan gomen ne. Honto ne gomen.


The trouble I'm cause you.


I'm just have no idea nowadays whether the decision of moving-out is the very right things to do.
But, I'm not regretting it.I'm just regret that it may cause you a trouble.   




...


Yours faithfully,


Mye~

♪The answer is finally there ♪

Answer..

The Answer…

The Response…

I’m put a hope there..

Then waiting, waiting & keep waiting..

For already almost a month now..

Just now, checking inbox my mails. As usual go through some Jobs Alert mails. Read-it-over & never cross in my mind to submit my application. Not interests me much though. Haha~ I’m still picky ne even in my desperate condition now.

A month before, scrolling my mind to have an idea which place I’m really want to reach besides than Nihon then. I’m thinking of a place which look pretty good & nature-based, and well..it may a bit far from city or called as isolated area. Uhm, I’m don’t really mind if it’s quite far & willing to travel. From my perception of having a place to work, I must  like or want to reach the place or kind of dream place lor. Uhm, it’s may means that the place is interesting~ that I’m able to like working there.

There is. Yup. For my Hospitality career. I’m begin strive for the work related & the place I’m crave to reach & kind of having dreams to work there.

So, I’m begin to submit my application through emails & start composing those words to keep them interested with me, then there is also my own resume with pdf format which I think is more neat than  Microsoft words format uploaded for their management reviews.

Then..

After sending those emails..

I’m starting counts the hours, the times..

To have the response from the management organization..

After week by week goes without response, I’m had already give-up on that organization..

without knowing I’ll get the response, I’m planning to move-out, to start a new life at PJ, to find a work there, and even already accepted by the house owner to rent the room. I’m already conforms to the house owner that I’ll move-in & no cancellation..since she a bit worry if I’m kind of cancel it as she already give me chance even there is other person want to rent it too.

Uh..

Actually I really want to have my career there~

But it’s over my expectation now~

The time is really wrong~

The organization should inform me earlier~

Yup. Earlier..

Uh..

Now~

I’m feeling~

I should give-up on that Organization ne~

It’s I should move on & starts other jobs.. The Organization’s management just offer Front Desk Assistant  for me & which I have no idea also if I can be a front desk staffs.. Or get offered the job if I go for interview then..

But I had already the Yakusoku..to the owner.

Uh..

Well..

Here is the reply I received..

Which I think is too late..

Read over there..

The Organization which I’m looking for to find a work ~

Instead of the hotel at the midst of city  like S-LA  at Jln Sultan Ismail..

But I’m give-up already on that~

…

Both the Organizations~

Uh..

Disappointed~

Uhm..

Then..

I’ll  talks later..

Bai~Bai..

Chotto Matte~ As I found-out from J-chan no blog.. It’s Ain-san Birthday on 28th June~

Ain-san Otanjobi Omedetou~ Happy Birthday..

Haha~ Ain-san grew older now.. In fact I’m a little bit more old than she is..Yaaa! Ganbarre~      To all of us!

Uhm..

Ja~

 

♪ Kibou no Kakera ~ ♪

Uhu~

Kibou~ on the land  where the sun rises. Nihon desou yo? Nope..Uh, I hope it was, Nihon desou.

Ima, I’m really hope that everything will be fine. For these few days, I’m been worried ne~

Uh, at  the thought of mine. I’m a person of pessimistic and the current thought of mine on negative things. I want to wipe-out all the negative thinking and led to a new sekai.  I may will move out in nearer period. Uh, honestly I’m worried..

Shinpai Shinaide~

Mye-Chan Ganbarre !

I always tell myself..

Ganbarimasu!

Ganbatte~

Honestly I didn’t tell anybody in my family yet that I’m moving-out~

Yup. Not yet..

But I’m really sure nobody will object my decision..

A decision to stay with hoteliers. Yup, as Julya-chan mentioned in her blog. The house owner is a hotelier their selves. They seem nice on the base.. It’s I’m been worried bout. 

~Daijobou desu~

I also told myself so many-many time already.

They also offered me to do part time at their hotels. Maybe in future, I am also a hotelier ? In spite of my complaint about the “no-use” of diploma & the three years waste..

I also can’t led the way I am now also~

It’s really a ‘Kibou’ I want there~

I’m not able to describe the mean of ‘Kibou’ in my perception now..

But I’m not into Akuma in future, at least that was my ‘Kibou’ now, tomorrow & always. I want to be free of ‘Akuma’.

Yaaa~

Ganbarimasu!

It’s still a ‘worries’ deep inside me~

Although those abundance of supports words from myself~  

Yep..

I can do it!

Uh..

Kibou no Kakera~

Be-happy~

+++++++++++++++++++++++~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~++++++++++++++++++++

Bai~Bai..

I feel like Maruko-chan tad a bye to Tama-chan when say Bye Bye to Julya-chan that days..Hahaha~

Uhu..

Mada~mada..

♪ A so Ordinary Life~ Ganbarimasu! ♪

A so ordinary life..

( +. + )//

Take care over the business,Listen Ai no Uta by Tegomass,Doing Baka~Baka Thing’s, read novels by Danielle Steel a hundred time I can, skip my asa-gohan everyday as I wake-up late, take effort to leave the laziness, and yet hope that I’ll employed to a better jobs~

I should really treasure it really desou ne..

The every hours, minutes, every seconds and even every breaths I took, it’s has greatest values that can’t be bought anywhere by whoever's ~

I just realize that. The so ordinary life of mine is also precious ~

The alive Myehunn is able to see, walk, talk, think, laugh & even be able to complaint about the “boredom” ~ It’s I should really express my deepest gratitude to Kamesama~

Kamesama ~ Honto ni, Domo Arigato ~

I guess I am a better blogger nowadays, I’m quite frequent with my post recently~ It’s starts when Julya-chan, says ( I just want to read a new post from you more frequently ) in her post of Hiatus… I’m not sure when I fall in love as a blogger really~ Ima, I’m really likes my blogs.. Although it’s only the Baka~Baka things only I could insert in my blog stories and with my hilarious English-grammar... I still love it~

Uhuu~

My mood easily change so many times in just one day..

Yesterday, I’m even get mad on some of kids here as they keeping on exaggerating for free snacks even I already said I can’t help them do it~ As they always coming to me for free snacks..Yup, now I even sell junks food & snacks besides than bananas. The work hours is compatible somehow as I’m just too lazy~ \\ ( ^ ^ ) mean that it’s opened when I want to open it~ The laziness of mine or have no passion really over the business~ I’m know that it is really a fault of mine but I can’t keep my passion on it any more~

I came with my posting today as I just finish watch “Yuuki” for the third time already. As Yuuki spirit to live his life though of the incurable diseases is really touching~ The main actor of “Yuuki” movie is Kamenashi Kazuya whom Julya always kyaa~kyaa over and there’s also the cool Hama-kun played by Oguri Shun which I still had my crush on while watching this movie..Demo the prior is still Taka-kun ne~

Yuuki the movie~which I already had watch over & over~

But it still unbearable touching and I try to avoid tears of course~

Soon after I finished the movie-watch & Yuuki had die after battling with the unknown diseases named “Large Bones Dissolve” and still smiles & encouraging peoples until the last breaths he has~ It was totaly too sad~ as the movie itself is adapted from real cases.

Dakara, Minna~san..make sure to treasure upmost the time we had.

No matter in what condition we are about ~

~ Gakusei ( Like Kiki-chan..)

~ Employee with no compatible work hours ( Uhuu~ it’s me )

~ A NEET ( Minna-san with NEET title like Julya-chan )

~ A server ( Uhm..like Ain-chan )

~ A housewife

~ A bachelor

~ A Sacho

~ and even a patients..

MINNA-san Ganbarimesu! Treasure the life to up-most ~

Ganbarimasu ne Minna-san to Ordinary or even Super Ordinary Sekai!

Sore-kara..

Ja~